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What does that mean? | 0:00:30 | 0:00:31 | |
You killed my dad? What the hell are you talking about? | 0:00:33 | 0:00:36 | |
Phil...?! | 0:00:38 | 0:00:40 | |
-I should have done something. -What about? | 0:00:43 | 0:00:47 | |
I knew what a... | 0:00:47 | 0:00:49 | |
What a headcase Terry was, | 0:00:49 | 0:00:52 | |
you could see all that coming a mile off. | 0:00:52 | 0:00:55 | |
I should have... | 0:00:55 | 0:00:56 | |
I should have got Jase well away from him, | 0:00:56 | 0:00:58 | |
I did it before... I should have done it again. | 0:00:58 | 0:01:01 | |
And that's it? | 0:01:03 | 0:01:05 | |
Yeah. | 0:01:05 | 0:01:07 | |
Phil! | 0:01:14 | 0:01:16 | |
Listen, I told you what I meant, all right? | 0:01:16 | 0:01:18 | |
Now, just get off my back. | 0:01:18 | 0:01:20 | |
-So why didn't you? -What? | 0:01:20 | 0:01:22 | |
Do something? Get him away? | 0:01:22 | 0:01:23 | |
You said it yourself, you knew what Terry was like, we all did. | 0:01:23 | 0:01:27 | |
Or were you in on all that? | 0:01:27 | 0:01:29 | |
What? | 0:01:29 | 0:01:30 | |
Is that what you're trying to tell me? | 0:01:30 | 0:01:33 | |
Terry did the damage and you were pulling the strings? Is that it? | 0:01:33 | 0:01:35 | |
Me and Terry? Behave, will ya? | 0:01:35 | 0:01:37 | |
Right, so what is all this? | 0:01:38 | 0:01:40 | |
Phil, you've got something to tell me, it's written all over your face. | 0:01:42 | 0:01:46 | |
PHIL! | 0:01:48 | 0:01:49 | |
Did Jase never... Never say anything to you? | 0:01:56 | 0:02:00 | |
What about? | 0:02:00 | 0:02:02 | |
About his family, your family. He never said anything about them? | 0:02:02 | 0:02:06 | |
He told me about his brothers. | 0:02:06 | 0:02:08 | |
Did he tell you how... him and your mum first met? | 0:02:08 | 0:02:12 | |
Why should he? | 0:02:12 | 0:02:14 | |
And he never told you when they met, neither? | 0:02:14 | 0:02:17 | |
Phil, will you stop asking me all these stupid questions? | 0:02:17 | 0:02:20 | |
I know. | 0:02:20 | 0:02:22 | |
You know what? | 0:02:22 | 0:02:23 | |
I know when they met. And I know how they met. | 0:02:23 | 0:02:26 | |
Right, so you and my old man had a conversation | 0:02:26 | 0:02:28 | |
about ancient history, so what? | 0:02:28 | 0:02:30 | |
I didn't find out from him. | 0:02:31 | 0:02:32 | |
Jase first... | 0:02:38 | 0:02:40 | |
Jase first met your mum a couple of months after you was born. | 0:02:41 | 0:02:46 | |
She was involved with someone else before, but... | 0:02:48 | 0:02:52 | |
Well, there was an accident and he died. | 0:02:53 | 0:02:57 | |
Obviously, it was a bad time for your mum - she was on her own - | 0:02:59 | 0:03:02 | |
she had a baby - him coming along like that - | 0:03:02 | 0:03:05 | |
and taking you on - well, it must have seemed like a lifeline to her. | 0:03:05 | 0:03:08 | |
Why are you saying all this? | 0:03:11 | 0:03:13 | |
Because it's true, Jay. | 0:03:14 | 0:03:16 | |
What, that Jase isn't my old man? | 0:03:17 | 0:03:20 | |
Is that what you're trying to tell me? | 0:03:21 | 0:03:23 | |
-You're sick. -Jay... | 0:03:37 | 0:03:39 | |
Have you lost your mind? Did you ever even meet my mum? | 0:03:39 | 0:03:42 | |
No. | 0:03:44 | 0:03:45 | |
So apart from the fact you've just told me | 0:03:45 | 0:03:47 | |
that my old man isn't my dad - which is just wrong, OK, wrong and just | 0:03:47 | 0:03:53 | |
plain weird - now you're telling me you took all this interest in | 0:03:53 | 0:03:56 | |
some single mum who you never even knew - and who you never even met - | 0:03:56 | 0:04:00 | |
and whose boyfriend died in some accident? | 0:04:00 | 0:04:03 | |
People die in accidents all the time. | 0:04:03 | 0:04:06 | |
Open the paper, you read about dozens of them every week. | 0:04:06 | 0:04:08 | |
So why should this one man | 0:04:08 | 0:04:10 | |
who died all them years ago in a car crash or something, | 0:04:10 | 0:04:13 | |
stick in your mind anyway? | 0:04:13 | 0:04:14 | |
Yeah, well, he didn't die in a car crash. | 0:04:14 | 0:04:16 | |
-Well, whatever. -He died in a fire. | 0:04:16 | 0:04:18 | |
And it weren't a... It weren't an accident neither. | 0:04:20 | 0:04:23 | |
That man from the car lot? | 0:04:32 | 0:04:33 | |
That tramp who died there, is that who you're talking about? | 0:04:35 | 0:04:38 | |
It was big news back then. | 0:04:41 | 0:04:43 | |
That's how - how I found out about your mum. | 0:04:44 | 0:04:48 | |
And when they found out that his girlfriend was pregnant, | 0:04:48 | 0:04:50 | |
well, the newspapers really went to town, they tracked her for ages. | 0:04:50 | 0:04:54 | |
No. No way... | 0:04:54 | 0:04:56 | |
It was just meant to be a simple, straightforward insurance job. | 0:04:56 | 0:04:59 | |
Frank - Frank Butcher - you never knew him - | 0:05:01 | 0:05:03 | |
but he was the geezer that was running the place in them days. | 0:05:03 | 0:05:07 | |
Well...running it into the ground, more like. | 0:05:07 | 0:05:10 | |
Well, he needed money. A lot of money. | 0:05:10 | 0:05:13 | |
And I owed him a favour, so we did the deal. | 0:05:13 | 0:05:16 | |
He'd cop for the insurance money and get straight. | 0:05:16 | 0:05:20 | |
And start over again. | 0:05:20 | 0:05:21 | |
But we didn't know that someone was sleeping in one of them cars. | 0:05:23 | 0:05:27 | |
Neither of us did, how could we? | 0:05:27 | 0:05:29 | |
I-I started the fire. | 0:05:33 | 0:05:34 | |
And then I disappeared. | 0:05:36 | 0:05:38 | |
I told Frank to do the same - just, you know, to keep away. | 0:05:38 | 0:05:42 | |
The next thing we know is the Old Bill are saying they've | 0:05:42 | 0:05:44 | |
found a...a dead body. | 0:05:44 | 0:05:47 | |
Jay. | 0:05:52 | 0:05:53 | |
Jay! | 0:05:55 | 0:05:57 | |
Jay, I couldn't say anything, all right? Neither of us could. | 0:05:58 | 0:06:02 | |
We'd have gone down for life if any of that had come out. | 0:06:02 | 0:06:05 | |
Jay, listen to me - listen. | 0:06:05 | 0:06:07 | |
I didn't know your dad was sleeping in one of them cars, all right? | 0:06:08 | 0:06:12 | |
But you torch a gaff and somebody dies, that's what you do - | 0:06:12 | 0:06:15 | |
you try getting off a murder charge. | 0:06:15 | 0:06:18 | |
The Old Bill was sniffing around the place for weeks, | 0:06:26 | 0:06:29 | |
they was itching to put a name in the frame. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:30 | |
And if that name had been mine, well, that would have been | 0:06:30 | 0:06:33 | |
a dream come true for them, wouldn't it? | 0:06:33 | 0:06:35 | |
You know, a Mitchell bang to rights. | 0:06:35 | 0:06:38 | |
We had to keep schtum, we didn't have a choice. | 0:06:38 | 0:06:41 | |
Jay, I... I ain't no choirboy. You know that. | 0:06:44 | 0:06:47 | |
I've done a lot of people a lot of damage over the years... | 0:06:48 | 0:06:51 | |
and a lot of them have deserved it an' all. | 0:06:51 | 0:06:53 | |
But that... | 0:06:53 | 0:06:54 | |
I'll never have blood on my hands like that. | 0:06:55 | 0:06:58 | |
But I have tried. I've tried to put things right. | 0:06:59 | 0:07:03 | |
At least, as much as I could. | 0:07:03 | 0:07:04 | |
Anyway, you know that night that Jase went after Terry... | 0:07:04 | 0:07:07 | |
the night he caused all that mayhem in the Vic... | 0:07:07 | 0:07:09 | |
He was going to get killed, you know that, but I stopped him, didn't I? | 0:07:09 | 0:07:12 | |
Why? Well, now you know. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
And then I... Well, I gave him a job. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:18 | |
Got him to do things for me, tried to keep him on the straight | 0:07:18 | 0:07:21 | |
and narrow, as far as money goes. | 0:07:21 | 0:07:23 | |
Now, why would I do that? Why would I care? | 0:07:23 | 0:07:26 | |
Well, now you know why. | 0:07:26 | 0:07:28 | |
Then I gave you a job, didn't I? | 0:07:28 | 0:07:30 | |
I put a roof over your head, I sorted things out for you | 0:07:30 | 0:07:32 | |
when they needed sorting. | 0:07:32 | 0:07:34 | |
I know that it doesn't make up for it, | 0:07:35 | 0:07:37 | |
I know it doesn't change what I did. | 0:07:37 | 0:07:39 | |
But I did try, Jay, all those years - I've tried. | 0:07:40 | 0:07:44 | |
Please. | 0:07:48 | 0:07:50 | |
Please say something. | 0:07:50 | 0:07:52 | |
KNOCK AT DOOR | 0:08:13 | 0:08:15 | |
The...er... | 0:08:18 | 0:08:20 | |
The Old Bill, they gave up after a couple of weeks. | 0:08:21 | 0:08:25 | |
It didn't make any difference though. Everything still fell apart. | 0:08:27 | 0:08:30 | |
Frank was in a right state, he was ready to stick his hands up. | 0:08:30 | 0:08:33 | |
He didn't, but he went to pieces, you know. | 0:08:33 | 0:08:36 | |
He walked out on Pat... | 0:08:36 | 0:08:38 | |
Went on the streets himself, | 0:08:39 | 0:08:41 | |
he slept rough for the next couple of years. | 0:08:41 | 0:08:44 | |
And just lost everything. | 0:08:44 | 0:08:45 | |
It was ONE mistake, Jay. One VERY stupid mistake. | 0:08:48 | 0:08:54 | |
But if you think no-one's paid for it, then think again. | 0:08:56 | 0:08:58 | |
Because I did. Frank did. | 0:08:58 | 0:09:00 | |
Neither of us got off scot-free. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:03 | |
You really have lost it, ain't you? | 0:09:06 | 0:09:08 | |
What? | 0:09:08 | 0:09:10 | |
All them years, all that booze, it's done things to you. | 0:09:10 | 0:09:13 | |
Jay, Jay, just listen... | 0:09:14 | 0:09:16 | |
Oh, I have been listening. And you're deluded. | 0:09:16 | 0:09:19 | |
No, I ain't. | 0:09:19 | 0:09:21 | |
OK, hallucinating, then. | 0:09:21 | 0:09:23 | |
You really think I'd dream all this up? | 0:09:23 | 0:09:26 | |
Well, ain't you forgetting something? | 0:09:26 | 0:09:28 | |
This knight in shining armour, | 0:09:28 | 0:09:30 | |
this St Jase who you're talking about, he was supposed to have | 0:09:30 | 0:09:34 | |
stepped in and looked after me and my mum. | 0:09:34 | 0:09:36 | |
Well, he walked out on us. | 0:09:36 | 0:09:38 | |
So how does that... | 0:09:38 | 0:09:40 | |
How does that fit in with what you're trying to tell me, eh? | 0:09:40 | 0:09:43 | |
And then, years later, he turns up out of the blue | 0:09:43 | 0:09:46 | |
and wants to see me again, now, why would he do that, eh? | 0:09:46 | 0:09:50 | |
Why would he want to get back with a kid who isn't even his own | 0:09:50 | 0:09:52 | |
flesh and blood? | 0:09:52 | 0:09:55 | |
Well, maybe because he always | 0:09:55 | 0:09:56 | |
thought of you as his own flesh and blood. | 0:09:56 | 0:09:58 | |
-Well, who would think like that? -Me. I do with Dennis. | 0:09:58 | 0:10:02 | |
Jay, I don't know why he walked out. | 0:10:04 | 0:10:05 | |
-I don't know why he came back again... -Cos none of this happened, | 0:10:05 | 0:10:08 | |
that's why! Not like you're saying, anyway. | 0:10:08 | 0:10:10 | |
But maybe he made a promise, in his head. | 0:10:10 | 0:10:12 | |
To you, to your mum. You know, he said he'd look after you, | 0:10:12 | 0:10:15 | |
he said he'd look after her as well and he did, for a few years. | 0:10:15 | 0:10:18 | |
But then it all went wrong and well, he bailed, yeah. | 0:10:18 | 0:10:20 | |
And then what? What, he had second thoughts, did he? | 0:10:21 | 0:10:25 | |
Well, maybe it was her dying like that. | 0:10:25 | 0:10:27 | |
Maybe that's what did it. | 0:10:31 | 0:10:33 | |
I never asked him, how could I? | 0:10:35 | 0:10:37 | |
But, you know, something like that, it does things to you, I know. | 0:10:39 | 0:10:43 | |
It makes you think about what you've done wrong | 0:10:43 | 0:10:45 | |
and maybe how you could put things right. | 0:10:45 | 0:10:48 | |
I ain't listening to any more of this. | 0:10:48 | 0:10:50 | |
He said he'd been working the cruise ships. | 0:11:12 | 0:11:16 | |
That's where he'd been all that time. | 0:11:16 | 0:11:18 | |
Trying to get his life back on track. | 0:11:18 | 0:11:20 | |
Billy never bought it. | 0:11:20 | 0:11:22 | |
He reckoned he was a wrong 'un from the start. | 0:11:23 | 0:11:26 | |
And Billy was right. | 0:11:27 | 0:11:29 | |
Cos he hadn't been working at all. | 0:11:30 | 0:11:32 | |
He'd been in prison. | 0:11:35 | 0:11:37 | |
And that really screwed me up. | 0:11:39 | 0:11:40 | |
Because the first thing he'd done to me, in all that time, | 0:11:40 | 0:11:43 | |
was lie through his teeth. | 0:11:43 | 0:11:44 | |
I stood by that bus stop... | 0:11:46 | 0:11:50 | |
I got out a knife and I carved "Liar" into the shelter. | 0:11:51 | 0:11:54 | |
And now you're trying to tell me that that was nothing | 0:11:56 | 0:11:59 | |
compared to the big lie he'd been telling me all his life? | 0:11:59 | 0:12:03 | |
That weren't a lie. | 0:12:03 | 0:12:05 | |
Well, you just said it was. | 0:12:05 | 0:12:06 | |
He just... He just didn't tell you the truth, that's all. | 0:12:06 | 0:12:09 | |
What's the difference? | 0:12:09 | 0:12:10 | |
He was protecting you, that ain't a lie. That's the difference. | 0:12:10 | 0:12:14 | |
JAY SCOFFS | 0:12:14 | 0:12:15 | |
I know that this ain't easy to take in, Jay. | 0:12:28 | 0:12:31 | |
I've been living with this for over 20 years now. | 0:12:34 | 0:12:37 | |
Sometimes I still struggle to get my head around it, as well. | 0:12:37 | 0:12:40 | |
Now you know. | 0:12:43 | 0:12:44 | |
And everything I've said is...is the truth. | 0:12:45 | 0:12:49 | |
So if - if - what you're saying is right... | 0:12:51 | 0:12:55 | |
Why would I make all this up, eh? | 0:12:55 | 0:12:57 | |
Well, then, you're a killer, yeah? | 0:12:59 | 0:13:00 | |
What? | 0:13:02 | 0:13:04 | |
Well, that's all I keep hearing. | 0:13:04 | 0:13:06 | |
You set fire to the car lot and some tramp died there. | 0:13:06 | 0:13:08 | |
Not some tramp, though, is it? | 0:13:08 | 0:13:11 | |
Ain't you been listening to anything I've been saying? | 0:13:11 | 0:13:13 | |
You didn't mean it, you said. But you did it. | 0:13:13 | 0:13:15 | |
Just like Ben, with Heather. | 0:13:16 | 0:13:19 | |
What? | 0:13:19 | 0:13:21 | |
Well, he didn't mean to do that, not really. | 0:13:21 | 0:13:23 | |
-Still did it, though. -What are we talking about Ben for? | 0:13:23 | 0:13:25 | |
Because it's the same thing. | 0:13:25 | 0:13:27 | |
You did something and someone died. | 0:13:27 | 0:13:29 | |
Ben did the same, right. | 0:13:29 | 0:13:31 | |
He didn't set out to kill Heather, it just happened, | 0:13:31 | 0:13:34 | |
and he did it and he had to pay the price. | 0:13:34 | 0:13:37 | |
So if... | 0:13:37 | 0:13:38 | |
what you're saying is right, then now it's your turn. | 0:13:38 | 0:13:42 | |
Can't have one rule for one, and another for everyone else. | 0:13:42 | 0:13:46 | |
You did what Ben did, according to you, anyway. | 0:13:46 | 0:13:49 | |
so now you've got to do what he had to do. | 0:13:49 | 0:13:52 | |
What are you doing? | 0:13:54 | 0:13:55 | |
What? What, I've got to spell it out for you, have I? | 0:13:55 | 0:13:57 | |
Phil, you're not usually this slow on the uptake, | 0:13:57 | 0:13:59 | |
maybe it's all that booze again, eh? | 0:13:59 | 0:14:01 | |
-Jay... -I'm calling the police. | 0:14:01 | 0:14:03 | |
See what they can make out of this. | 0:14:03 | 0:14:04 | |
Listen, we don't do things like that, you know that. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:06 | |
What's it going to achieve anyway? Ain't going to change anything. | 0:14:06 | 0:14:09 | |
Ain't going to bring anybody back, is it? | 0:14:09 | 0:14:11 | |
So why did Ben have to go down? | 0:14:11 | 0:14:13 | |
He didn't have a choice, there was | 0:14:13 | 0:14:14 | |
no way we could keep any of that quiet, you know that. | 0:14:14 | 0:14:17 | |
Oh, there we go again, one rule for Phil Mitchell, | 0:14:17 | 0:14:19 | |
and another for everyone else. | 0:14:19 | 0:14:21 | |
And the difference is, if I go down, I won't be coming out again. | 0:14:21 | 0:14:24 | |
So you're scared? I bet Ben was as well. | 0:14:24 | 0:14:25 | |
Yeah, and then Dennis grows up without a dad - and Ben and Louise - | 0:14:25 | 0:14:29 | |
Well, they'll have Sharon. | 0:14:29 | 0:14:31 | |
If I go down, they'll lose everything, won't they? | 0:14:31 | 0:14:34 | |
You know how the law works, if they find out what I've done, | 0:14:34 | 0:14:37 | |
there's no way they'll let me keep anything. | 0:14:37 | 0:14:39 | |
I go down and everybody ends up with nothing, where's the sense in that? | 0:14:39 | 0:14:43 | |
Sense? I can't make any sense of this, none of it. | 0:14:43 | 0:14:46 | |
So let's see if the Old Bill can... | 0:14:46 | 0:14:49 | |
Give me that. Give it to me! | 0:14:49 | 0:14:51 | |
OK. | 0:14:58 | 0:15:00 | |
All right. | 0:15:02 | 0:15:04 | |
You do what you've got to do, yeah? | 0:15:04 | 0:15:06 | |
I ain't going to stop you. | 0:15:06 | 0:15:08 | |
When was it? | 0:15:20 | 0:15:22 | |
What? | 0:15:24 | 0:15:25 | |
That fire? | 0:15:25 | 0:15:27 | |
-You know when it was. -Tell me. | 0:15:28 | 0:15:31 | |
'94. | 0:15:31 | 0:15:32 | |
When? | 0:15:32 | 0:15:34 | |
March. | 0:15:34 | 0:15:35 | |
You was born in October. | 0:15:37 | 0:15:38 | |
What was his name? | 0:15:45 | 0:15:46 | |
Alan... | 0:15:50 | 0:15:51 | |
Alan Hall. | 0:15:53 | 0:15:54 | |
I don't think he knew anything about you. | 0:15:58 | 0:16:01 | |
According to the papers, | 0:16:01 | 0:16:02 | |
your mum didn't find out she was pregnant until after he died. | 0:16:02 | 0:16:06 | |
Is this really true? | 0:16:12 | 0:16:14 | |
Yes. | 0:16:16 | 0:16:18 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:16:20 | 0:16:22 | |
I meant what I said. You do what you've got to do. | 0:16:26 | 0:16:31 | |
I ain't going to stop ya. | 0:16:33 | 0:16:35 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:16:36 | 0:16:38 | |
Hi, Sharon. | 0:16:41 | 0:16:43 | |
Yeah, I'm OK, I've not been drinking. | 0:16:44 | 0:16:47 | |
Well, Honey got it wrong, I was winding her up. | 0:16:48 | 0:16:51 | |
I've not been drinking, OK? | 0:16:51 | 0:16:53 | |
I can't, not now, look - I'll talk later, all right? | 0:16:53 | 0:16:57 | |
Does explain one thing, I suppose. | 0:17:14 | 0:17:16 | |
What? | 0:17:18 | 0:17:19 | |
You and me. You blowing hot and cold all the time. | 0:17:20 | 0:17:24 | |
What are you talking about? | 0:17:26 | 0:17:27 | |
I mean, one day it's like - | 0:17:28 | 0:17:31 | |
it's like I'm the prodigal son or something... | 0:17:31 | 0:17:33 | |
You know - job? | 0:17:33 | 0:17:35 | |
"Oh, it's yours." | 0:17:35 | 0:17:36 | |
Somewhere to live? "My house is your house." | 0:17:36 | 0:17:39 | |
And then the next, it's like the shutters have come down on me. | 0:17:39 | 0:17:42 | |
I mean, look what you were like with me and Star, eh? | 0:17:42 | 0:17:45 | |
Listen, Jay, I never - I never, ever meant to treat you badly. | 0:17:45 | 0:17:49 | |
No, you just couldn't help yourself, yeah? | 0:17:49 | 0:17:52 | |
You must have looked at me and felt so guilty. | 0:17:52 | 0:17:55 | |
But I know you. And I know what you're like. | 0:17:56 | 0:17:59 | |
And I know you would have hated feeling like that. | 0:17:59 | 0:18:02 | |
And then you'd have hated me for making you feel like that, | 0:18:02 | 0:18:05 | |
wouldn't you? | 0:18:05 | 0:18:06 | |
I didn't really think much of it, | 0:18:06 | 0:18:08 | |
I just thought it was the way you were. | 0:18:08 | 0:18:10 | |
Or it was the booze making you like that. | 0:18:10 | 0:18:12 | |
Listen, I told you, I didn't mean to treat you badly. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:19 | |
You just said it yourself. | 0:18:24 | 0:18:26 | |
You did more for me than anyone else ever did. A job. | 0:18:27 | 0:18:31 | |
Roof over my head. Money. | 0:18:31 | 0:18:34 | |
But it was all blood money, wasn't it? | 0:18:34 | 0:18:37 | |
No. | 0:18:37 | 0:18:39 | |
And me and you. That was fake. Right from the start. | 0:18:39 | 0:18:42 | |
No, Jay. No, it weren't. | 0:18:42 | 0:18:44 | |
I thought we had, like, a connection, you know? | 0:18:44 | 0:18:47 | |
We do. | 0:18:47 | 0:18:48 | |
I thought there was something there between us. | 0:18:48 | 0:18:50 | |
Well, there is, isn't there? | 0:18:50 | 0:18:52 | |
I wasn't part of your family, right, we both know that. | 0:18:52 | 0:18:55 | |
But you - you made me feel like I was, | 0:18:55 | 0:18:59 | |
even when you were shouting at me, and that was all right, as well, | 0:18:59 | 0:19:02 | |
because that's what families do, ain't it? | 0:19:02 | 0:19:05 | |
They make up, they fall out, they make up again. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:08 | |
But none of it was real, was it? | 0:19:08 | 0:19:11 | |
It was all just guilt. | 0:19:11 | 0:19:12 | |
If you hadn't blown all them lives apart back then, you'd never | 0:19:13 | 0:19:16 | |
have given me the time of day, would you? | 0:19:16 | 0:19:19 | |
Maybe - maybe that's how it started out, yeah, I was trying to | 0:19:19 | 0:19:23 | |
help out, I was trying to put things right, but it didn't | 0:19:23 | 0:19:26 | |
stay like that and I didn't do everything I did because of guilt. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:31 | |
I don't believe you. | 0:19:31 | 0:19:32 | |
No, Jay. No, not once I got to know you. | 0:19:32 | 0:19:35 | |
Because I genuinely started to care about you, | 0:19:35 | 0:19:38 | |
and believe me, it'd have been a lot easier if I hadn't. | 0:19:38 | 0:19:41 | |
You know, if I could have just slipped you and Jase a few quid | 0:19:41 | 0:19:44 | |
every now and again, that would have made my life a whole lot simpler. | 0:19:44 | 0:19:47 | |
Because then I wouldn't have had to deal with you, day in | 0:19:47 | 0:19:49 | |
and day out, and yeah, sometimes that would get on top of me... | 0:19:49 | 0:19:53 | |
it did. | 0:19:53 | 0:19:55 | |
Most of the time I just - I'd just - I'd just blank it out, | 0:19:55 | 0:20:00 | |
but sometimes, yeah, sometimes I'd look at you and | 0:20:00 | 0:20:04 | |
I'd be back there that night. Pouring petrol over them motors. | 0:20:04 | 0:20:07 | |
And lighting that match. | 0:20:07 | 0:20:09 | |
So, yeah, yeah, it would have been a lot easier to just... | 0:20:09 | 0:20:11 | |
To just push you away and sometimes I did, OK? | 0:20:11 | 0:20:14 | |
But I didn't bring you back | 0:20:14 | 0:20:17 | |
because I felt guilty. | 0:20:17 | 0:20:18 | |
I brought you back into my family | 0:20:18 | 0:20:20 | |
because that's what you felt like, you felt part of it, Jay... | 0:20:20 | 0:20:23 | |
You did. | 0:20:25 | 0:20:27 | |
Just like Ben and Louise. And do you know why? | 0:20:28 | 0:20:31 | |
Because I love you, Jay... | 0:20:33 | 0:20:35 | |
Just like I love them. | 0:20:36 | 0:20:37 | |
Fine words, Phil. | 0:20:42 | 0:20:43 | |
But I still don't buy 'em. | 0:20:45 | 0:20:46 | |
There was another reason...as well, | 0:20:52 | 0:20:55 | |
that I'm telling you now. | 0:20:55 | 0:20:57 | |
What happened with Sharon. | 0:20:58 | 0:21:00 | |
And her old man coming back like that. | 0:21:00 | 0:21:03 | |
Oh, cos that turned out so well, you mean? | 0:21:03 | 0:21:05 | |
No, no it was a nightmare. | 0:21:05 | 0:21:07 | |
But...you know, I've watched her ever since and, well, | 0:21:08 | 0:21:13 | |
she's got stronger, hasn't she? | 0:21:13 | 0:21:15 | |
Knowing the truth, as hard as it was at the time, it's helped her. | 0:21:15 | 0:21:19 | |
And I didn't - I didn't feel like that at the start, you know, | 0:21:19 | 0:21:23 | |
I started to think like that when I got ill - | 0:21:23 | 0:21:26 | |
and then when I was in that hospital - I was lying there | 0:21:26 | 0:21:29 | |
and I thought... | 0:21:29 | 0:21:31 | |
it was RIGHT that you should know the truth. | 0:21:31 | 0:21:35 | |
Oh. Oh, so you've done all this for me? | 0:21:36 | 0:21:40 | |
Oh, Jay! I didn't say that. | 0:21:40 | 0:21:42 | |
Yeah, you did. To make me stronger. Just like Sharon. | 0:21:42 | 0:21:47 | |
And I get a big wad of cash once I flog that old car lot. | 0:21:47 | 0:21:49 | |
All the way round, this is shaping up into a right result, isn't it? | 0:21:49 | 0:21:53 | |
Jay... | 0:21:53 | 0:21:54 | |
But the trouble is, that big wad of cash is just all a bit iffy, | 0:21:54 | 0:21:59 | |
isn't it, it's all a bit tainted? | 0:21:59 | 0:22:01 | |
And that's why you're really trying to get rid of the car lot, ain't it? | 0:22:02 | 0:22:05 | |
Because you can't stand the sight of it any more. | 0:22:05 | 0:22:07 | |
I didn't have to say any of this, all right? | 0:22:07 | 0:22:09 | |
I didn't have to deal with the car lot. | 0:22:09 | 0:22:11 | |
Do anything about the car lot. | 0:22:11 | 0:22:13 | |
I could have just kept me mouth shut, | 0:22:13 | 0:22:14 | |
and taken all this to the grave, couldn't I? | 0:22:14 | 0:22:16 | |
Yeah, and maybe you could have done all them years ago, | 0:22:16 | 0:22:19 | |
when you were flying high, walking the walk. | 0:22:19 | 0:22:21 | |
But it's all a bit different now, isn't it? | 0:22:21 | 0:22:23 | |
All them things you thought you could handle back then, | 0:22:23 | 0:22:25 | |
all of a sudden you can't, can you? | 0:22:25 | 0:22:27 | |
OK. Even if what you're saying was the truth... | 0:22:30 | 0:22:34 | |
Yeah, it is. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:35 | |
What's so bad about that? If you're right, what's so wrong, eh? | 0:22:37 | 0:22:42 | |
At least I'm trying to do some good. | 0:22:42 | 0:22:45 | |
JAY CHUCKLES | 0:22:45 | 0:22:47 | |
You ain't trying to do anyone any good, not really, | 0:22:47 | 0:22:50 | |
that's not what all this is about. | 0:22:50 | 0:22:52 | |
That car lot - that's you throwing me some sort of consolation prize. | 0:22:52 | 0:22:55 | |
What's that supposed to mean? | 0:22:55 | 0:22:57 | |
Just like you're doing with everyone else - Ben - Denise's kid, | 0:22:57 | 0:23:01 | |
you're trying to do the same with him - | 0:23:01 | 0:23:03 | |
even that Tony's son - you hardly even know him, do you? | 0:23:03 | 0:23:05 | |
But that ain't stopping you, is it? | 0:23:05 | 0:23:08 | |
This ain't about me. | 0:23:08 | 0:23:10 | |
Or anyone else. This is about you. | 0:23:10 | 0:23:13 | |
Making YOU feel better. | 0:23:14 | 0:23:15 | |
Jay. | 0:23:18 | 0:23:20 | |
Jay. | 0:23:25 | 0:23:26 | |
I really loved him, you know. | 0:23:32 | 0:23:34 | |
Yeah, he walked out on us, but he came back, didn't he? | 0:23:36 | 0:23:39 | |
And, yeah, he could be a basket case, | 0:23:40 | 0:23:43 | |
and, yeah, he did do stupid things, but he did some good and all. | 0:23:43 | 0:23:46 | |
You know, when he died... | 0:23:48 | 0:23:50 | |
..I felt like I was going to die. | 0:23:51 | 0:23:53 | |
And I ain't ever forgotten him, not for one single day. | 0:23:57 | 0:24:00 | |
JAY SIGHS | 0:24:05 | 0:24:07 | |
It'll be the anniversary soon. | 0:24:09 | 0:24:11 | |
That night he died. | 0:24:12 | 0:24:13 | |
I ain't ever forgotten that, neither. | 0:24:14 | 0:24:17 | |
I ain't trying to change any of that... | 0:24:17 | 0:24:19 | |
You have changed that! You've taken him away. | 0:24:19 | 0:24:21 | |
-Of course I haven't. -And what have you given me, eh? | 0:24:21 | 0:24:24 | |
Some man who died in a fire before I was even born. | 0:24:25 | 0:24:28 | |
And me and you. That's all spoilt now, innit? | 0:24:29 | 0:24:33 | |
I can't help what's happened and I can't, I can't change it either. | 0:24:34 | 0:24:39 | |
You said it yourself, you could have kept your big mouth shut. | 0:24:39 | 0:24:43 | |
Oh, no, you couldn't, could you? | 0:24:43 | 0:24:44 | |
Because of this big, black cloud you've been carrying around. | 0:24:44 | 0:24:47 | |
Well, you all right? Do you feel better now, do you? | 0:24:47 | 0:24:50 | |
So...what happens now? What are you going to do? | 0:24:58 | 0:25:02 | |
Cos if you're still going to go to the Old Bill, give me | 0:25:04 | 0:25:06 | |
half an hour, will ya? | 0:25:06 | 0:25:08 | |
What for, give you a head start, a chance to get away? | 0:25:08 | 0:25:11 | |
So I can tell Sharon. | 0:25:11 | 0:25:13 | |
She deserves that much, at least. | 0:25:13 | 0:25:15 | |
I don't want her hearing it from someone like Marsden, do I? | 0:25:15 | 0:25:18 | |
Yeah, it's not really the Mitchell style, is it, eh? | 0:25:19 | 0:25:23 | |
See, I have learnt one thing from you. | 0:25:23 | 0:25:25 | |
It's never let the police finish your scores. | 0:25:25 | 0:25:27 | |
Do that yourself, yeah? | 0:25:27 | 0:25:28 | |
Meaning? | 0:25:28 | 0:25:30 | |
If I'd come to you - and told you what you've just told me, | 0:25:31 | 0:25:35 | |
what would you do? | 0:25:35 | 0:25:36 | |
Would you shake my hand? | 0:25:36 | 0:25:39 | |
And go, "Oh, ta, thanks for telling me? | 0:25:39 | 0:25:40 | |
Or something else? | 0:25:40 | 0:25:43 | |
Like what? | 0:25:43 | 0:25:44 | |
I don't know. | 0:25:46 | 0:25:48 | |
I ain't quite worked it out yet. | 0:25:48 | 0:25:50 | |
But when I do... | 0:25:51 | 0:25:53 | |
..you'll be the first to know. | 0:25:55 | 0:25:57 | |
DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES | 0:26:01 | 0:26:05 | |
TRAIN PASSES | 0:26:49 | 0:26:53 | |
It's me. | 0:28:25 | 0:28:26 | |
Of course I told him, I said I would, didn't I? | 0:28:29 | 0:28:32 | |
Yeah. | 0:28:34 | 0:28:36 | |
Yeah, the whole pack of lies. | 0:28:36 | 0:28:38 | |
Now, we've got a deal, remember? | 0:28:40 | 0:28:43 | |
I've done what I said I'd do. | 0:28:43 | 0:28:45 | |
Now you've got to do the same. | 0:28:46 | 0:28:48 |