Pennod 3 Parch

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-What's happened?

-Elfed, Eurig, come quickly!

-Out here, quickly!

-Something's happened. She's fallen.

-She's here! Look at her!

-What happened?

-I don't know. She's fallen.

-There's something wrong

-with her head.

-If I've learnt anything from

-being married to an archaeologist...

-..it's that the earth

-holds many secrets.

-If it can hold the world's secrets,

-then surely there's room for mine?

-What use is a time capsule

-if there's nothing personal in it?

-I have to leave them something.

-Something to explain

-what they all meant to me...

-..in case I don't get the chance.

-What are you looking at?

-I thought you were solar-powered.

-DOOR OPENS

-What's all this earth

-on the floor?

-I've been gardening.

-Let's do something today.

-I've no weddings or funerals.

-I've even finished my sermon.

-I'm all yours.

-Sorry, we're collecting money today.

-We're going to open

-Owain Glyndwr's grave, Mam.

-We're not opening anyone's grave.

-We're raising money for the project.

-Never mind. Gwenlli and I

-can have a mother-daughter outing.

-I'll buy her birthday present.

-I'll buy her birthday present.

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-She was comatose earlier on.

-Lunch in town, Gwern?

-Yes, OK. Ta-ta, Mam.

-Yes, OK. Ta-ta, Mam.

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-We'll spend time together later.

-We've got company.

-We've got company.

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-Gwern, Angharad, Angharad, Gwern.

-Gwern is studying OG at school.

-Mrs Richards said

-he was buried in Corwen.

-That's possible,

-but what people don't realize...

-..is that he might have been moved

-from his original grave to...

-Does a spirit follow its body

-if it's moved?

-How old are you, Gwern?

-Nine.

-Nine.

-

-I've got a cousin your age.

-He loves playing football

-every Saturday.

-Gwern has alternative hobbies,

-so to speak.

-Gwenlli!

-I've made you tea and toast.

-Do you want me to leave it outside?

-When she was a baby, I remember

-praying that she'd sleep...

-..instead of waking

-at all hours of the night.

-I'd have given anything

-just to have some time to myself.

-It's getting cold, Gwenlli!

-Now I've got it,

-I've no idea what to do with it.

-Well, here it is, God.

-In black and white.

-A date for splitting my head open.

-Friday the 13th.

-You're taking the piss, aren't you?

-One more mouthful, Mam, come on.

-There we are, good girl.

-I can't.

-Do you really

-have to do this to me, God?

-Gwern, don't go on about OG today.

-Be subtle about it.

-We're not meant to tell lies.

-We're not telling lies,

-just not telling them everything.

-I've had lots of email addresses.

-I've had lots of email addresses.

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-Can I look around?

-Don't you want to stay here with us?

-I haven't had breakfast yet.

-I haven't had breakfast yet.

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-Here you go, Gwern.

-Go and buy

-something nice for yourself.

-Dear Gwenlli.

-If you're reading this,

-then it means I'm...

-Aargh!

-You'll have to pay for all of these.

-These don't come from Wales, Dad.

-He's eaten some of them.

-He's eaten some of them.

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-They're tricking people.

-The sign says local produce.

-Bananas don't grow in Wales.

-The nearest till is there.

-The nearest till is there.

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-Be quiet, please.

-There's a body hidden under here.

-This place is a shambles.

-I might as well

-go to my grave with a clean house.

-Garam masala, best before 2006.

-Great.

-These cardamom pods

-have certainly seen better days.

-What the hell is this?

-Beetroot powder?

-"He makes me lie down

-in green pastures."

-ALARM BLARES

-Oh, no, not now.

-Hello?

-CLICK

-Who's there?

-They're nuts about crazy golf

-up there, you know.

-It wasn't me who did that,

-by the way.

-I saw you

-in the garden this morning.

-And I saw what you buried.

-You saw nothing.

-You're not even here.

-If I don't exist,

-then neither does this ball.

-Stay where you are.

-Fore!

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-Good morning, Mr Jarman.

-Have you seen it?

-Good morning, vicar.

-Page seven.

-Have I left anything out?

-Have I left anything out?

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-Left...?

-Left anything out?

-You've killed off half the town.

-What?

-You've mixed up the flower roster

-and the names of the deceased.

-Oh.

-Oh.

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-Yes, oh.

-Mrs Griffiths Trebedw

-has just left hospital...

-..and you've said she's dead.

-Mr Nicholas is none too pleased.

-He phoned me to tell me he's going

-to chapel this morning. Chapel!

-I did the job at short notice.

-There are eight

-in the congregation. Eight.

-The situation is pitiful.

-Just pitiful.

-Don't forget to announce the banns.

-Mabli Mathews and her fiance

-are in the congregation.

-So are her parents, thank goodness.

-Dr Mathews has treated half the

-town's teeth, so don't upset them.

-We need a good wedding.

-Please accept my apologies

-for any upset caused...

-..by that minor mistake.

-The people I named in the parish

-paper's list of the deceased...

-..are still

-in the land of the living...

-..although none of them

-are here today.

-Moving on

-to more important matters...

-..and a cause for celebration.

-I announce the wedding banns

-of Guto Maddocks...

-..from Treffwrnais parish

-and Mabli Mathews from this parish.

-If any of you

-know of any lawful impediment...

-..why these two people

-may not be joined in matrimony...

-..then please declare so now.

-This is the first declaration.

-Don't smile at me like that,

-you tool.

-Let us pray.

-Dear Lord, God of love...

-..we pray for Guto and Mabli.

-We ask that you be with them

-as they prepare for this union.

-Place your love in their hearts...

-..and stay with them

-throughout their married lives.

-Through Jesus Christ,

-our Lord, amen.

-We'll announce the banns

-twice further before the big day.

-Now, let us move on

-with the service.

-In the meantime, God,

-if you can ensure he's caught out...

-..I'd be very grateful.

-"God knows you're sorry," said John.

-"He has forgiven you

-and he has washed you clean...

-"..inside and out."

-Are you a sinner

-if you haven't been christened?

-Jesus wasn't baptized

-until he was 30.

-I haven't been christened at all,

-but Mam and Dad pretend I have.

-But I haven't. I'm going to hell.

-Don't say such a thing, Gwern.

-Don't say such a thing, Gwern.

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-It won't be as bad as adult hell.

-It'll be more like

-a soft play centre or something...

-..but with no way out.

-The blood of Christ

-keep you in eternal life.

-I'm not much better than Guto, am I?

-I sometimes feel

-it makes more sense...

-..not to stick with one person

-for the rest of our lives.

-I don't want to die

-without telling him how I feel.

-The blood of Christ.

-I could tell him. Telling him

-isn't a sin in itself, is it?

-I'm so sorry.

-It's horrible stuff anyway.

-The blood of Christ

-keep you in eternal life.

-What's the chemical sign for sodium?

-Come on, that's a piece of piss.

-Can we take a break now?

-No. I help you with Chem,

-you help me with Welsh.

-You don't need any help.

-You're just humouring me.

-What does it feel like?

-Weird. I can't wait to get it out.

-Aren't you afraid of the pain?

-God, I'm not giving birth.

-I'm having a C-section.

-KNOCK AT DOOR

-I've brought you both a cup of tea.

-How's the revising going?

-How's the revising going?

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-Fine, Mrs Hughes.

-Very good.

-Very good.

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-There's still lots to do, Mam-gu.

-It won't be long

-until these exams are over.

-Did you hear that our Sophie has won

-a scholarship to Atlantic College?

-Why did you tell her that?

-Why did you tell her that?

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-Because...

-..I don't want her to think

-she has to find the money.

-Mam-gu's been amazing with me.

-It would be well tight.

-But how...?

-But how...?

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-The baby'll be born in London, OK?

-In a private clinic...

-..after the exams.

-Then...

-..this adoption agency

-does the rest.

-They give you money...

-..as a care package or something.

-They check you're alright.

-You know,

-after giving away the baby.

-You're just going to give it away?

-You're just going to give it away?

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-My mother did it to me.

-You know where you come from.

-The baby'll know nothing about here.

-Right!

-How many nanometres in a metre?

-It was so nice of you

-to pray for us.

-It's the first time

-anyone's prayed for me.

-It's an important life event.

-It's an important life event.

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-Costly too.

-She wants a free champagne bar.

-We've booked Thornton Hall

-for the reception.

-We'd like to invite you.

-Is it alright of me to ask?

-Don't feel you have to,

-especially if numbers are tight.

-If she doesn't want to come,

-it's cheaper for us.

-Well, Mabli Mathews. I remember you

-when you were this big.

-How's your grandfather?

-How's your grandfather?

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-He's still in the home.

-He's alright, you know.

-How's work going?

-I won a case last week,

-despite the fact the git was guilty.

-I'm very good

-at getting people out of trouble.

-Shame.

-I could have made a fortune from

-those funerals in the parish paper.

-Then again, no-one will employ

-an undertaker who wets himself.

-Technically,

-I should bury those trousers.

-Christ's blood is on them.

-I'm not going home in my pants.

-These blinking hands.

-Did you see

-how many people were here today?

-Nobody noticed.

-Do you have a spare minute

-to come over this afternoon?

-I'd like a word.

-What about?

-What about?

-

-I'd rather not say here.

-OK. What time?

-Three? Liwsi has a ballet lesson.

-They'll both be out, so...

-Eurig, you knew TJ, didn't you?

-Uh-huh.

-Uh-huh.

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-What was he like?

-He was a bit of a sourpuss.

-He was popular though.

-Why do you ask?

-Why do you ask?

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-No reason.

-I'll see you later.

-Yes, I'll see you later, rev.

-That was fantastic, darling. Thanks.

-I'm just not that hungry, sorry.

-Just to warn you, Myf,

-he knows he hasn't been christened.

-It's no use

-hiding the fact any longer.

-Right then,

-does everyone want pudding?

-About this christening business,

-Gwern.

-Even Gwenlli's been christened,

-and she doesn't believe in anything.

-It's not that I don't believe,

-I just don't want to get sucked in.

-The reason you weren't christened

-is, well, because...

-..something happened that...

-The truth is, Gwern, Mam-gu died

-the day you were to be christened.

-It was hard thinking of when

-to do it again, but you're right.

-You want to be christened and

-we should do it quickly before...

-..before something else stops us.

-It's a special pudding.

-What is it?

-What is it?

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-Red velvet cake.

-We had tonnes of beetroot powder.

-I don't like beetroot.

-I don't like beetroot.

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-Gwens?

-Go on then.

-There you go.

-Myf?

-Sorry, like I said...

-..I'm not very hungry.

-Are you better?

-Yes. I'm tired, that's all.

-Isn't that mine?

-Isn't that mine?

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-You threw it out, Gwenlli Mair.

-Do I look

-as if I'm trying to look young?

-Blue doesn't suit you.

-So, what does? Black and white?

-Vicar chic.

-Vicar chic.

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-Cool head.

-That's too mumsy.

-But you are a mother.

-But you are a mother.

-

-Too middle-aged then.

-I'm 41 years old. I'm young.

-I'm 41 years old. I'm young.

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-Whatevs, Mam.

-I am young.

-Sherry?

-Sorry.

-Default setting.

-Old women usually sit there.

-I am old, according to Gwenlli.

-As long as it's wet.

-I'm sorry

-to call you out on a Sunday.

-I know you don't get

-much time to yourself.

-Has something happened?

-Is Liwsi OK? Cerian?

-It's nothing like that.

-Who's she?

-Lynwen Horrocks.

-She used to live locally.

-She's been living in London since...

-She died over the weekend.

-In London. A bike accident.

-She was knocked down by a lorry.

-She was at school with me.

-Are you OK?

-She, um...

-There was no-one quite like Lynwen.

-Her poor mother

-isn't coping at all.

-Her husband

-wanted to bury her in London.

-Her mother wants to bring her home.

-They opted

-for a green burial in the end.

-You want me to do the funeral?

-You want me to do the funeral?

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-The problem is...

-..her husband doesn't want a vicar

-or any religion near the place.

-He was adamant about that.

-He was adamant about that.

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-I prefer brandy.

-It's better for shock.

-I'm not...

-..I'm not sure how I can help.

-Could you be there with me?

-I have to do the job lot myself.

-The burial and the reading.

-The burial and the reading.

-

-But they don't want a vicar there.

-Her mother will fall to pieces

-if no-one blesses the grave.

-# A-rinky-dink-dink, rinky-dink-dink

-the bike is coming, ding-a-ling #

-You needn't do a thing.

-Just stay with the mother

-until everyone's gone...

-..then do a blessing.

-No-one will be any the wiser.

-# Down she goes #

-Oops! She's fallen.

-It doesn't look as if

-she's getting back up, does it?

-SIREN WAILS

-What do you say?

-Is she breathing? Is she breathing?

-I don't think she's breathing.

-It doesn't look like

-she's getting back up again.

-Sorry, I shouldn't have...

-I'll have to think it over.

-When is it?

-Wednesday.

-Wednesday.

-

-It's Gwenlli's birthday.

-It'll be over by three, I promise.

-Are you alright, Myf?

-I'm not sure, Eir. I'll phone you.

-OK.

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-Sixteen years have flashed by.

-You startled me.

-Eighteen years since I met you.

-It's surprising what being stuck

-on Caldey Island can do to you.

-We were so young, weren't we?

-You were.

-I got plenty of stick

-for chasing a student...

-..not to mention a divinity student.

-..not to mention a divinity student.

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-I was meant to be on a pilgrimage.

-I wouldn't change a thing.

-Would you?

-Would you?

-

-Of course not.

-Look at the time. Are you making

-your special pancakes for her?

-Of course.

-What do you have

-for the birthday girl then?

-I've made her tokens.

-I've made her tokens.

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-Tokens?

-Personalised tokens. I've made five

-to improve her standard of life.

-Wash the dishes,

-leave me alone, and shut up.

-I could do with these at work.

-Happy birthday, sweetheart.

-Mam, please.

-Mam, please.

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-The pancakes are on, Gwens.

-Happy birthday.

-My present's the best.

-My present's the best.

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-Here they are.

-So if I give you a shut-up token,

-will you really shut up?

-Do these apply to Mam and Dad too?

-Go and answer the door, Gwern.

-I bought you this.

-I've kept the receipt.

-If you don't like it,

-you can choose something else.

-They're all our fingerprints...

-..so that we're always with you.

-Come here, Dad!

-Come here, Dad!

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-Don't wear it now.

-It's something for the future,

-for when you need it.

-When you're in college or something.

-When you're in college or something.

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-It's sweet, Mam. Thanks.

-Crikey, Llinor,

-could you have made it any bigger?

-OMG!

-I hope you like it.

-I made it as vibrant as I could

-to drive your parents nuts.

-I have to take a photo for Soph.

-I have to take a photo for Soph.

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-Bring Sophie with you to the party.

-Maybe.

-We've got mocks, remember?

-I forgot. Get a move on, Terwyn.

-I forgot. Get a move on, Terwyn.

-

-I haven't made the pancakes yet.

-Take a banana with you. Car, please.

-Alright, make your mind up.

-One minute I'm making pancakes,

-the next I'm a taxi driver.

-I'm just trying to...

-"Shut up."

-Don't you have any bubbly on the go?

-She's 16.

-She's 16.

-

-It's a cause for celebration.

-Your little girl's sweet 16.

-Hey, she's legal now.

-Don't! Just don't.

-This'll do.

-So, either they're all in denial

-about your op...

-..or you haven't told them.

-..or you haven't told them.

-

-I'll tell them next week.

-I want to get the party

-out of the way first.

-It isn't for three weeks.

-I don't want them worrying

-for all that time.

-Shit, you're having a craniotomy.

-Oh, well,

-you're strong, you're healthy.

-Brain surgery will be a doddle.

-I saw it all

-when I was hospital chaplain.

-People recovering from surgery.

-Some couldn't move their legs,

-some couldn't speak.

-Some had forgotten

-how to speak Welsh. Imagine that.

-Maybe you'll come back

-as an atheist.

-What if I don't come back?

-Don't be soft.

-You'd keep an eye on them,

-wouldn't you?

-Shut up, Myf.

-I'm not exactly mother material.

-No-one thinks they are until...

-Listen, Llinor...

-..it's none of my business...

-..but I saw something

-at your house by accident.

-You lost a baby, didn't you?

-What?

-What?

-

-I saw a photo of you pregnant.

-I just want you to know

-you can talk to me about it.

-I have to go.

-Please don't go, Llinor.

-Please don't go, Llinor.

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-MOBILE RINGS

-It's Dad.

-Answer it then.

-Yes, Dad?

-Yes, Elfed's my father.

-Is he alright? What's happened?

-Dad?

-Myfanwy. Oh, please!

-I can't speak to anyone properly

-until I've had an Americano.

-You've only been here a fortnight.

-You've only been here a fortnight.

-

-What can I say?

-These Estonians

-know how to throw a party.

-Fair play,

-I was only having a bit of fun.

-Fun?

-Fun? Two of them

-were in their underwear.

-It was a toga party.

-Togas are flimsy.

-Come on.

-You can't stay here tonight.

-Why not?

-Why not?

-

-Because, according to them...

-..there's no furniture in your room.

-Oh, yes.

-What about your friend Oksana?

-Anyone seen her since last night?

-No.

-No.

-

-How odd.

-Right, come on.

-You can lay the food out

-for the party.

-I hope you've got

-some tidy coffee.

-A4.

-Two sides. One side.

-Preparing and staple.

-"Please replace staples." What?

-Oh, bloody hell,

-why does this only happen to me?

-"Please open front door."

-Which front door?

-For God's sake!

-Problems, Dr Daniels?

-Academics and photocopiers.

-We're allergic to one another.

-Has the stapler broken?

-What many people don't realize

-is that you have to...

-..roll them in.

-Like this.

-And then click them in like this.

-The staples have to touch

-the right part of the machine.

-And then it should all work fine.

-Get stapling.

-Thanks, Angharad.

-You're very efficient.

-Happy to help, Dr Daniels.

-"When you awaken

-in the morning's hush...

-"..I am the swift, uplifting rush...

-..of quiet birds in circled flight."

-Dear God, forgive me for going

-against her husband's wishes...

-..but Eurig wanted me here.

-Eurig.

-"I did not die."

-Eurig.

-"Do not stand at my grave and cry.

-"I am not there. I did not die."

-Dear God, bless this land.

-And bless our sister's grave.

-The dearly departed Lynwen Horrocks.

-I'm not staying long, OK?

-The guest of honour's arrived.

-Little Sophie.

-My, you've grown.

-Where's Mam?

-Where's Mam?

-

-Look at you, 16 years old.

-I still remember you as a tot.

-I still remember you as a tot.

-

-Are you pissed?

-That's no way

-to talk to your grandfather.

-Open that and shut up.

-Margaret was a bit wary but it's

-so much better without the bullshit.

-I hate it when the vicar goes on

-about someone they never knew.

-Are you Eric's wife?

-Yes.

-Yes.

-

-He's a good man.

-I know.

-The car's waiting for you

-over here, Mr Horrocks.

-Are you coming with me?

-Are you coming with me?

-

-I'm going to stay here for a bit.

-With Lynwen.

-With Lynwen.

-

-OK.

-I couldn't have lived with myself

-knowing no-one had given a blessing.

-Thank you very much

-for what you did today.

-It's four. I'd better get you

-to your party right away.

-What do you want?

-Bat Out Of Hell or Staying Alive?

-I Will Survive?

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-Not now. Come on.

-BICYCLE BELL

-Ding-ding.

-That's what everyone'll think.

-The children I could have given him.

-Who's to say I wanted children?

-What do they know about me?

-That service was all about Greg,

-wasn't it?

-They don't even mark the graves.

-Don't you think that's odd?

-In 200 years, people might find

-my body and think I was murdered.

-Eurig!

-But there we go, God had no idea

-who I was or he wouldn't have...

-How long did they say they'd be?

-Between 40 and 90 minutes.

-Between 40 and 90 minutes.

-

-SHE SIGHS

-Sorry.

-There's no sense in putting this

-in front of the cupboards.

-The headphones are amazing, Tad-cu.

-The headphones are amazing, Tad-cu.

-

-I'm glad I did something right.

-That's better.

-We've room to breathe now.

-Tad-cu!

-How are you, son?

-Hello, girls. Elfed.

-How's Eden Hills?

-How's Eden Hills?

-

-Haven't you spoken to Myf?

-No. Where is she?

-She said it was church business.

-I don't know

-how you can live with someone...

-..who's always

-at others' beck and call.

-A drink?

-Um, maybe it'll...

-..upset them.

-They won't be long.

-Joe's reliable, fair play.

-What if I don't live

-to see her next birthday?

-Myf...

-Or her starting college,

-her first job, her wedding.

-What if I won't be around?

-What if I won't be around?

-

-Nobody knows.

-I could die tomorrow.

-You have to live

-to bury everyone else.

-It crosses your mind every day

-doing this job.

-Liwsi's an only child too.

-If something happens

-to Cerian and me...

-Don't you want more?

-Sorry.

-No.

-We lost a few before we had Liwsi.

-I couldn't put myself

-through that again.

-I had no idea.

-Cerian doesn't like

-talking about these things.

-The doctor said something

-wasn't quite right in the chemistry.

-Our blood types didn't match...

-..or something like that.

-Something scientific.

-And then Liwsi came along.

-The day of the IVF appointment.

-God moves in mysterious ways.

-Yes.

-Perhaps.

-Hallelujah!

-Her phone's dead.

-I can't wait, I'm starving.

-I don't know

-why Mam didn't prepare any food.

-No worries. Thanks though, Gwens.

-For everything.

-Ta-ra, Soph.

-Yes, can I have

-five 13-inch pizzas, please?

-They're huge, Gwern.

-Tad-cu's paying.

-Tad-cu's paying.

-

-In that case, carry on.

-Order one for your mother too!

-Sorry, can we make that six?

-Yes, six.

-Hello? Hello?

-I should have known

-it was this swine holding you up.

-Where have you been?

-It's nice to see you too, Terwyn.

-Is there a drink going?

-Someone has to drink

-this cheap lager, I suppose.

-Where's Gwenlli and all the food?

-Where's Gwenlli and all the food?

-

-It's all been too much for her.

-That's teenagers for you.

-The cupboard was bare

-and I'm no magician.

-The wine's good, mind.

-The wine's good, mind.

-

-Dad!

-What the hell's this?

-DOORBELL

-You weren't answering your phone.

-The pizzas are here.

-The pizzas are here.

-

-Do they take a card?

-KNOCK AT DOOR

-Hello?

-Hello? What are you doing

-up here by yourself?

-I'm so sorry I'm late.

-Gwenlli!

-It's fine, Mam, honest.

-Is being 16

-everything you'd hoped it'd be?

-I'm not hoping for anything, Mam.

-I'm a realist.

-Well, every girl

-has a right to dream.

-When I was 16...

-Have the pizzas arrived?

-I'm starving.

-I made food for you

-and baked a cake.

-Come down when you're ready.

-Mam?

-Every building

-gradually sinks below the ground.

-One day, you, me, Mam, Dad

-and Gwenlli, all of us will be...

-There's no need to be like that.

-A fat lot of use

-your History degree has been.

-You could argue that I've always

-dealt with the dead.

-Are you OK, Myf?

-I have to finish those letters

-as soon as I can.

-Nobody properly understands me

-apart from you, God.

-And if they can't talk to you...

-..how will they know

-what's on my mind?

-What's in my heart.

-Saying it isn't enough.

-It has to be with them forever.

-For ever and ever, amen.

-Purple, the colour of repentance.

-The colour of grief.

-I hope you're ready for this.

-Ready for what?

-You don't want to end up

-like Lynwen, poor dab.

-Nobody knew what she wanted.

-Aaarrgh!

-Aargh!

-I haven't finished my letters yet.

-I've only written Gwenlli's.

-Nobody finishes anything.

-There's always more to do.

-It's the colour of Lent.

-# Do not stand

-at my grave and weep

-# Doo-dah #

-# Doo-dah #

-

-The resurrection will follow.

-# I am not there, I did not die

-# Oh-dee-doo-dah-day #

-The blood of Christ...

-..keep you in eternal life.

-Elfed, Eurig, come quickly!

-Out here, quickly!

-Something's happened.

-Ding-ding, Myfanwy.

-Ding-ding.

-What happened?

-She's fallen.

-There's something wrong

-with her head.

-Tad-cu, is Mam an alcoholic?

-She collapsed, that's all.

-Pressure of work.

-You said the end was nigh.

-I want to know how far off it is.

-How close it is, you mean.

-Octogenarian hypochondriacs do this.

-Octogenarian hypochondriacs do this.

-

-I want it all organized.

-They won't have to worry

-about making decisions...

-..because I'll have made them all.

-It's my funeral.

-This isn't right, Soph.

-It's your child.

-I don't think of it that way.

-I don't think of it that way.

-

-Not now, maybe...

-I won't confess all to the vicar,

-if that's what you're hoping for.

-Things are difficult at home.

-That's only to be expected...

-..since you're an atheist

-and your wife's a vicar.

-I just want to live.

-I just want to live.

-S4C Subtitles by Adnod Cyf.

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