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Miss Ellison? | 0:00:39 | 0:00:41 | |
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Sorry I'm a bit late. | 0:01:12 | 0:01:14 | |
They said to come straight in. | 0:01:14 | 0:01:15 | |
Yeah. You're, er, Caroline Ellison? | 0:01:15 | 0:01:18 | |
-It's Caz. -All right. | 0:01:18 | 0:01:20 | |
Wouldn't call me Caroline unless you want me to drop this one right here. | 0:01:20 | 0:01:24 | |
-Please, sit down. So you normally see Theresa, don't you? -Yes. | 0:01:24 | 0:01:29 | |
She's had to rush out. There's been a bit of an emergency. | 0:01:29 | 0:01:33 | |
Oh, is she OK? | 0:01:33 | 0:01:34 | |
Yeah. Burst water pipe. | 0:01:34 | 0:01:36 | |
So, I'm Ruhma and I'll be looking after you. | 0:01:36 | 0:01:38 | |
I'm just going to pull up your notes. | 0:01:38 | 0:01:41 | |
OK. The computer's been playing up all day. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:45 | |
-Have you got your hand-held notes with you? -N... | 0:01:45 | 0:01:49 | |
It's all right. We're going to go old-school. | 0:01:49 | 0:01:52 | |
So, tell me, how many weeks are you? | 0:01:52 | 0:01:54 | |
I'm 38. I can't believe it. | 0:01:54 | 0:01:57 | |
Peanut could be here any day. | 0:01:57 | 0:01:59 | |
Peanut - that's a good one. I'm guessing scan picture? | 0:01:59 | 0:02:04 | |
Got it. | 0:02:04 | 0:02:05 | |
We nicknamed my boy Mr Blobby. | 0:02:05 | 0:02:07 | |
Word of warning, name stuck around for a long time afterwards. | 0:02:07 | 0:02:10 | |
Mind you, he was a bit blobby. | 0:02:10 | 0:02:13 | |
So do we know if Peanut is a boy or a girl? | 0:02:13 | 0:02:15 | |
No, I don't want to. | 0:02:15 | 0:02:17 | |
Surprises are good. | 0:02:17 | 0:02:19 | |
I'm going to give you the once-over in a minute, | 0:02:19 | 0:02:22 | |
but in general, everything's OK? | 0:02:22 | 0:02:24 | |
-Fantastic, yeah. -Good. | 0:02:24 | 0:02:26 | |
I have varicose veins in some unlikely places, | 0:02:26 | 0:02:30 | |
but apart from that... | 0:02:30 | 0:02:32 | |
I've been reading up on how Peanut's growing, | 0:02:32 | 0:02:34 | |
you know, week by week. Fingernails and everything now! | 0:02:34 | 0:02:38 | |
Organs fully formed. It's amazing. | 0:02:38 | 0:02:42 | |
But I guess you've seen it all before. | 0:02:42 | 0:02:44 | |
I never tire of it. I think it's fantastic. | 0:02:44 | 0:02:48 | |
Every baby is different. Really special. | 0:02:48 | 0:02:50 | |
Is Peanut moving plenty? | 0:02:51 | 0:02:53 | |
Specially with the right music. This one is a proper R and B fan. | 0:02:53 | 0:02:59 | |
Was there anything specific you wanted to ask me? | 0:03:00 | 0:03:03 | |
I'm assuming you've got your birth plan nailed? | 0:03:03 | 0:03:06 | |
Good luck prising me off that gas and air! | 0:03:06 | 0:03:08 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:03:08 | 0:03:10 | |
Do you need to get that? | 0:03:10 | 0:03:11 | |
OK. So, gas and air... | 0:03:14 | 0:03:17 | |
Anything else? | 0:03:19 | 0:03:20 | |
Any thoughts about who you might want there? | 0:03:20 | 0:03:23 | |
Caz? | 0:03:25 | 0:03:27 | |
So, I went to see my mum yesterday. | 0:03:32 | 0:03:36 | |
Ah. And how was that? | 0:03:36 | 0:03:39 | |
Well, I'm going to take charge of her money, make sure she buys food and not drink. | 0:03:39 | 0:03:44 | |
That's a really good move. | 0:03:44 | 0:03:46 | |
Yeah. It's been tough on her, and I think since Sierra left, | 0:03:46 | 0:03:50 | |
it's really hit home that she needs to make some changes. | 0:03:50 | 0:03:53 | |
Just be careful. | 0:03:53 | 0:03:56 | |
Yeah, but it's never too late for family. | 0:03:56 | 0:03:59 | |
No. Of course, Niamh's right. | 0:03:59 | 0:04:01 | |
Anyway, whatever happens, you know we'll support you. | 0:04:01 | 0:04:04 | |
Right, I better get on. I'll see you later. | 0:04:04 | 0:04:07 | |
Whatever it is, we can help. | 0:04:12 | 0:04:16 | |
We really can. | 0:04:16 | 0:04:18 | |
But not if we don't know what's wrong. | 0:04:18 | 0:04:21 | |
I can't... It's too... I don't want to say it. | 0:04:21 | 0:04:26 | |
Caz. Caz, look at me. | 0:04:26 | 0:04:29 | |
Believe it or not, I'm really old. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:34 | |
There's nothing that you can tell me that I've not heard before. | 0:04:34 | 0:04:38 | |
Is it about the baby? | 0:04:39 | 0:04:40 | |
They're going to take Peanut away! | 0:04:43 | 0:04:46 | |
OK. Hey, hey, hey! | 0:04:46 | 0:04:48 | |
Deep breath. That's it. | 0:04:48 | 0:04:51 | |
The moment my baby is born, | 0:04:51 | 0:04:53 | |
it's going to be taken away and put into care. | 0:04:53 | 0:04:56 | |
Go on. | 0:04:57 | 0:04:59 | |
You know, I was only 16. | 0:05:01 | 0:05:04 | |
I didn't even notice it at first. | 0:05:06 | 0:05:08 | |
Life getting darker. Blackness seeping in, more every day. | 0:05:09 | 0:05:15 | |
Till one day it swallowed up everything else. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:22 | |
And they locked me up. Doped me up. | 0:05:23 | 0:05:26 | |
Are you saying you were sectioned? | 0:05:26 | 0:05:28 | |
Oh, Caz, that must have been difficult. | 0:05:29 | 0:05:32 | |
They said I was suicidal | 0:05:32 | 0:05:33 | |
because I used to walk in the middle of the road | 0:05:33 | 0:05:36 | |
and cars had to swerve around me. | 0:05:36 | 0:05:38 | |
-Caz. -I don't remember wanting to die. | 0:05:38 | 0:05:41 | |
I just didn't care either way. | 0:05:41 | 0:05:43 | |
So the section was to keep you safe? | 0:05:43 | 0:05:46 | |
Yeah. It's all so long ago now. | 0:05:46 | 0:05:51 | |
You know, I worked so hard to get out of that place. | 0:05:51 | 0:05:55 | |
Sort myself out. | 0:05:55 | 0:05:56 | |
Put that stuff behind me. | 0:05:58 | 0:06:01 | |
And now they're saying they're going to take my baby away! | 0:06:01 | 0:06:06 | |
Have you got a partner, or family or friends? | 0:06:08 | 0:06:11 | |
KNOCKING | 0:06:11 | 0:06:12 | |
I'll be with you in a minute! | 0:06:12 | 0:06:14 | |
I'm sure you've loads of people to see. | 0:06:14 | 0:06:16 | |
Yeah, and at the moment I'm seeing you. | 0:06:16 | 0:06:18 | |
You look exhausted. | 0:06:20 | 0:06:22 | |
Have you got a designated social worker? | 0:06:23 | 0:06:26 | |
Huh, her. Helen high and mighty Bourne. | 0:06:26 | 0:06:30 | |
-The phone call? -Hm. | 0:06:30 | 0:06:31 | |
OK. Here's what we're going to do. | 0:06:33 | 0:06:37 | |
We're going to find an empty room for you. | 0:06:37 | 0:06:40 | |
-You're going to rest up for a bit. -Yeah. | 0:06:40 | 0:06:41 | |
I'm going to try and swing you a cup of tea. | 0:06:41 | 0:06:44 | |
I have got a busy clinic, | 0:06:44 | 0:06:45 | |
but I'm going to try and make a few calls as and when, so bear with me. | 0:06:45 | 0:06:49 | |
I'm going to find out what's going on, OK? | 0:06:49 | 0:06:51 | |
Thank you so much, Ruhma. | 0:06:51 | 0:06:54 | |
You don't even know me and you're being so kind. | 0:06:54 | 0:06:57 | |
I'm your midwife. You and Peanut are my number one priority. | 0:06:57 | 0:07:01 | |
Outside work, I'm a complete nightmare. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:04 | |
-Hey, Jimmi, some advice? -Hm. | 0:07:09 | 0:07:12 | |
It's about a patient. Mid forties. Alcoholic. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:16 | |
Family's really keen to get her into rehab ASAP, so where's best? | 0:07:16 | 0:07:21 | |
That has to be the Greenaways Recovery Centre. | 0:07:21 | 0:07:26 | |
There's a guy there. Ben Lyons, in charge. | 0:07:26 | 0:07:31 | |
Gets great results. | 0:07:31 | 0:07:33 | |
-You know him? -Kind of. | 0:07:33 | 0:07:36 | |
We were on a course together a few years back. | 0:07:36 | 0:07:39 | |
You need to tell your patient to be realistic, though. | 0:07:39 | 0:07:42 | |
It's pretty much impossible to get into Greenaways. | 0:07:42 | 0:07:45 | |
Waiting list is months long. And, Ayesha? | 0:07:45 | 0:07:48 | |
Hm? | 0:07:48 | 0:07:50 | |
Is Bren really ready to quit drinking? | 0:07:50 | 0:07:52 | |
Otherwise it's just a waste of time. | 0:07:52 | 0:07:54 | |
I think so. | 0:07:54 | 0:07:56 | |
If she could get the right help from the right person. | 0:07:56 | 0:08:00 | |
No promises, but I'll see what I can do. | 0:08:00 | 0:08:02 | |
Thanks, Jimmi. | 0:08:02 | 0:08:03 | |
According to Caz, she's going to lose the baby | 0:08:05 | 0:08:07 | |
because of her mental health illness. | 0:08:07 | 0:08:09 | |
I can't believe that's the whole story. | 0:08:09 | 0:08:12 | |
Caz can be volatile at times. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:14 | |
But you're right, that's not our main concern. | 0:08:14 | 0:08:17 | |
She's back with her boyfriend, Luke. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:20 | |
He's got a history of violence. He's not been out of prison long. | 0:08:20 | 0:08:22 | |
A couple of weeks ago they had a row so intense | 0:08:22 | 0:08:25 | |
the neighbours had to call 999, | 0:08:25 | 0:08:26 | |
but maybe Caz didn't tell you that. | 0:08:26 | 0:08:28 | |
Well, being in a bad relationship doesn't make you a bad mum. | 0:08:28 | 0:08:32 | |
Taking the baby - there must be another way, Helen? | 0:08:32 | 0:08:35 | |
Caz hasn't shown up to any of her meetings - | 0:08:35 | 0:08:37 | |
she won't answer the door. | 0:08:37 | 0:08:39 | |
No decision's been made yet, but if she doesn't talk to us, | 0:08:39 | 0:08:42 | |
it doesn't help us help her. | 0:08:42 | 0:08:44 | |
Well, she's terrified, she's very upset and she's confused, | 0:08:44 | 0:08:47 | |
not to mention totally worn out. | 0:08:47 | 0:08:49 | |
There's a child involved, Sister Hanif. | 0:08:49 | 0:08:51 | |
We can't just stand by and do nothing. | 0:08:51 | 0:08:53 | |
OK. OK. What do you need Caz to do? | 0:08:53 | 0:08:56 | |
Get in touch. Co-operate. | 0:08:56 | 0:08:59 | |
I really need to talk this through with her before it's too late. | 0:08:59 | 0:09:03 | |
Right. | 0:09:05 | 0:09:07 | |
Hi. | 0:09:09 | 0:09:11 | |
Caz. | 0:09:11 | 0:09:13 | |
PHONE BLEEPS | 0:09:31 | 0:09:33 | |
'You have one message. | 0:09:38 | 0:09:41 | |
'Caz? It's Ruhma. Again. | 0:09:41 | 0:09:44 | |
'I know that you're scared but running away never solved anything, | 0:09:44 | 0:09:47 | |
'so please talk to me!' | 0:09:47 | 0:09:50 | |
OK in there? | 0:10:22 | 0:10:23 | |
Oh, Peanut, not now. Please. | 0:10:31 | 0:10:33 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:10:48 | 0:10:51 | |
Hello? | 0:10:51 | 0:10:53 | |
Sister Hanif, it's Helen Bourne. | 0:10:53 | 0:10:55 | |
Oh, hi. | 0:10:55 | 0:10:56 | |
I just wanted to update you. | 0:10:56 | 0:10:58 | |
The police have been round to the flat. | 0:10:58 | 0:11:00 | |
Police? Isn't that going to make her more scared? | 0:11:00 | 0:11:02 | |
It's just a precaution, if they've run off together... Anyway, Caz wasn't there. | 0:11:02 | 0:11:06 | |
There was no sign of Luke, either. | 0:11:06 | 0:11:08 | |
-Right. -If you hear from her, I need to know, straight away. | 0:11:08 | 0:11:12 | |
Right? | 0:11:12 | 0:11:13 | |
-Catherine Wyatt. -Yes. | 0:11:21 | 0:11:22 | |
Hello. Do you want to come in? | 0:11:22 | 0:11:24 | |
Thank you. | 0:11:24 | 0:11:25 | |
So, how're you doing? | 0:11:30 | 0:11:31 | |
Caz? You in there? | 0:11:34 | 0:11:37 | |
Luke! | 0:11:37 | 0:11:38 | |
I wasn't sure if you got my message. | 0:11:38 | 0:11:42 | |
It's been awful. | 0:11:42 | 0:11:43 | |
Everything's OK. I'm here now. I got everything that you wanted. | 0:11:43 | 0:11:46 | |
What's going on, Caz? What's wrong? | 0:11:46 | 0:11:49 | |
It's a contraction. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:51 | |
-Do you want me to do something? -No. -Caz, what can I do? | 0:11:51 | 0:11:54 | |
I'm going to call an ambulance! | 0:11:54 | 0:11:56 | |
No! | 0:11:56 | 0:11:57 | |
No ambulances! | 0:11:57 | 0:11:58 | |
-But look at you! -No ambulances. | 0:11:58 | 0:12:00 | |
It'll pass. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:02 | |
-Please, Luke! It's going off now. -What if something happens to you? | 0:12:02 | 0:12:06 | |
Something has already happened. I should have told you. | 0:12:06 | 0:12:09 | |
What's happened, Caz? | 0:12:11 | 0:12:12 | |
What's happened? | 0:12:12 | 0:12:13 | |
They're going to take Peanut away! | 0:12:14 | 0:12:16 | |
What do you mean? Who? | 0:12:17 | 0:12:19 | |
Social workers. | 0:12:19 | 0:12:20 | |
No, they can't do that! | 0:12:20 | 0:12:21 | |
So you can't call anyone, OK? | 0:12:21 | 0:12:24 | |
Nobody can know I'm in labour. | 0:12:24 | 0:12:26 | |
Or they'll take Peanut. They'll take our little baby away. | 0:12:27 | 0:12:32 | |
Look at me, Caz. | 0:12:33 | 0:12:35 | |
Caz, look at me! | 0:12:36 | 0:12:37 | |
No-one's taking Peanut, OK? Not as long as I'm around. | 0:12:40 | 0:12:43 | |
-All right? -OK. | 0:12:44 | 0:12:47 | |
KNOCKING | 0:12:52 | 0:12:53 | |
Come in. | 0:12:53 | 0:12:55 | |
Thanks for the contact - you were right about Greenaways. | 0:12:55 | 0:12:59 | |
Ben's great but there's a six month minimum on the waiting list. | 0:12:59 | 0:13:02 | |
I did everything to try and get her on. I even begged! | 0:13:02 | 0:13:05 | |
Sorry. | 0:13:05 | 0:13:06 | |
Don't be. It worked! | 0:13:06 | 0:13:08 | |
She's on the list. | 0:13:08 | 0:13:09 | |
Ah. You know this is just the beginning? | 0:13:09 | 0:13:11 | |
You don't say. | 0:13:11 | 0:13:12 | |
It could be a very long wait, and if Bren isn't ready... | 0:13:12 | 0:13:15 | |
-I know, I know. -Just don't want you to waste your time or theirs. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:18 | |
I'm not going to sit around and wait. | 0:13:18 | 0:13:19 | |
I'm going to make sure she is ready! | 0:13:19 | 0:13:21 | |
I'll get on to local drug and alcohol services now, | 0:13:21 | 0:13:23 | |
-see what they've got going on. -Ayesha? | 0:13:23 | 0:13:25 | |
Hm-mm? | 0:13:26 | 0:13:27 | |
Good luck. | 0:13:27 | 0:13:29 | |
Do you want anything else? I got cereal bars, your iPod. | 0:13:36 | 0:13:38 | |
-Everything you asked for it's all in there. -What about the nappies? | 0:13:38 | 0:13:41 | |
Of course. And...look! | 0:13:41 | 0:13:43 | |
I can't believe Peanut is really going to be here. | 0:13:45 | 0:13:49 | |
We're going to be OK, aren't we, Luke? | 0:13:50 | 0:13:54 | |
I told you, I'm here now. I'll look after you. | 0:13:54 | 0:13:58 | |
Both of you. | 0:13:58 | 0:13:59 | |
Where are we going to go? We can't go back to your place. | 0:13:59 | 0:14:02 | |
They came there again this morning looking for me. | 0:14:02 | 0:14:04 | |
I don't know. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:06 | |
We can go to my mate Jason's. | 0:14:08 | 0:14:10 | |
He lives in Wales, middle of nowhere. | 0:14:10 | 0:14:12 | |
Nothing but a few sheep, and a shed. No-one will ever find us. | 0:14:12 | 0:14:14 | |
How will we get there, though? | 0:14:14 | 0:14:16 | |
Maybe they'll be watching the trains. | 0:14:16 | 0:14:18 | |
Caz, you're being stupid now. | 0:14:18 | 0:14:21 | |
I'm going to call Jason, he's going to come and pick us up. | 0:14:21 | 0:14:23 | |
When I say I'll sort it, it means that I'm going to sort it, right? | 0:14:23 | 0:14:29 | |
Yeah. | 0:14:29 | 0:14:30 | |
OK, well, you've got my contact details if you do. Thanks. | 0:14:38 | 0:14:43 | |
Thanks for nothing. | 0:14:43 | 0:14:45 | |
KNOCKING | 0:14:45 | 0:14:47 | |
Come in! | 0:14:47 | 0:14:49 | |
Hey, you coming to the Icon? It's special pizza day. | 0:14:49 | 0:14:52 | |
Reckon you could use one. | 0:14:52 | 0:14:53 | |
I can't. I'm snowed under. And I'm going to my mum's later. | 0:14:53 | 0:14:56 | |
-Got some good news to give her. -Oh? | 0:14:56 | 0:14:58 | |
I only got her on the waiting list for the best rehab around! | 0:14:58 | 0:15:01 | |
Oh, that's fantastic! | 0:15:01 | 0:15:03 | |
I've got to find her something local short term. I've been at it ages. | 0:15:03 | 0:15:06 | |
Not much going on. | 0:15:06 | 0:15:07 | |
Groups like that have really suffered from the cuts. | 0:15:07 | 0:15:10 | |
There's got to be something. | 0:15:10 | 0:15:11 | |
Are the waiting lists really that long? | 0:15:11 | 0:15:13 | |
-You've no idea. -Ah. | 0:15:13 | 0:15:15 | |
SCREAMING | 0:15:15 | 0:15:16 | |
Shut up - someone's going to hear you! | 0:15:16 | 0:15:19 | |
I can't do this! | 0:15:19 | 0:15:20 | |
-You are going to wreck everything. -I can't do it! | 0:15:20 | 0:15:23 | |
They are going to take Peanut away and it is going to be your fault! | 0:15:23 | 0:15:27 | |
No! | 0:15:27 | 0:15:29 | |
Ssh, shhh. | 0:15:29 | 0:15:32 | |
SHOUTING AND CRYING | 0:15:45 | 0:15:47 | |
Mum? | 0:15:56 | 0:15:59 | |
-SLURRING: -Eeessshhhh! | 0:15:59 | 0:16:03 | |
Caz? | 0:16:09 | 0:16:11 | |
Hello? | 0:16:11 | 0:16:12 | |
Are you in here? | 0:16:14 | 0:16:16 | |
Caz, it's Ruhma. | 0:16:18 | 0:16:19 | |
I've spoken to Helen. | 0:16:23 | 0:16:25 | |
I know what's going on with you and Luke. | 0:16:27 | 0:16:30 | |
Please, don't be scared. | 0:16:30 | 0:16:33 | |
Ruhma! | 0:16:33 | 0:16:34 | |
Stay right where you are. You're not coming anywhere near her. | 0:16:34 | 0:16:37 | |
-Luke, we can trust her. -No-one tells me what to do. | 0:16:37 | 0:16:39 | |
OK. Listen, I'm a midwife, all right? | 0:16:39 | 0:16:43 | |
My job is to look after Caz and the baby, that's all. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:46 | |
I'm not a social worker. | 0:16:46 | 0:16:48 | |
Caz, are you OK? | 0:16:48 | 0:16:50 | |
Breathe through it. Don't fight it, go with it, just breathe through it. | 0:16:50 | 0:16:54 | |
That's it. | 0:16:54 | 0:16:56 | |
Listen, I need to examine her! | 0:16:58 | 0:17:00 | |
No way! You're all in it together, what do you do, | 0:17:00 | 0:17:03 | |
get your kicks taking people's kids away? | 0:17:03 | 0:17:05 | |
Why do you get out of here and leave us alone? | 0:17:05 | 0:17:07 | |
Yeah? You want me to leave? | 0:17:07 | 0:17:09 | |
If I leave, I've got to tell social services where you are | 0:17:09 | 0:17:12 | |
and they'll tell the police. | 0:17:12 | 0:17:14 | |
She's in advanced labour. I need to stay with her. | 0:17:14 | 0:17:17 | |
Think you're so smart, don't you? | 0:17:17 | 0:17:21 | |
Luke! | 0:17:21 | 0:17:24 | |
You can stay, but you're not coming any closer! | 0:17:24 | 0:17:27 | |
OK, that's fine. | 0:17:27 | 0:17:29 | |
Caz, just keep breathing. Listen, you're doing a great job. | 0:17:29 | 0:17:34 | |
Hello! So you're here. | 0:17:43 | 0:17:47 | |
Yep. Wasting my time. | 0:17:47 | 0:17:49 | |
Look at the state of her. | 0:17:49 | 0:17:50 | |
What do you expect? | 0:17:50 | 0:17:52 | |
What? | 0:17:52 | 0:17:53 | |
Turning up every once in a blue moon. | 0:17:53 | 0:17:55 | |
Hang on, I was here... | 0:17:55 | 0:17:57 | |
Last night? Yeah, and look at the results. | 0:17:57 | 0:18:00 | |
The results? | 0:18:00 | 0:18:02 | |
You give her money, she'll waste it on booze. | 0:18:02 | 0:18:04 | |
Any idiot knows that, Eesh! | 0:18:04 | 0:18:05 | |
Me, give her money? What are you on about? | 0:18:05 | 0:18:08 | |
Luke? I'm going to check on Caz. | 0:18:18 | 0:18:21 | |
I promise I'm not going to do anything. | 0:18:21 | 0:18:24 | |
You said she was doing great? | 0:18:24 | 0:18:26 | |
She is, she is, but she's under a lot of stress, and Peanut is coming early. | 0:18:26 | 0:18:30 | |
You want Peanut to be safe, don't you? | 0:18:30 | 0:18:32 | |
Luke, let her. Please! | 0:18:32 | 0:18:34 | |
Come here. What have we got? | 0:18:35 | 0:18:37 | |
We've got each other. | 0:18:39 | 0:18:40 | |
That's right. We don't need anything else. | 0:18:40 | 0:18:42 | |
I can see that you've got really great ideas about being a dad. | 0:18:42 | 0:18:46 | |
What are you saying? | 0:18:46 | 0:18:47 | |
You're protective and you want to be here, no matter what. | 0:18:47 | 0:18:50 | |
How hard can it be? Being a dad, being there? | 0:18:50 | 0:18:53 | |
Was your dad not around? | 0:18:54 | 0:18:56 | |
Ooh, you're good. | 0:18:56 | 0:18:57 | |
Luke, please! | 0:18:57 | 0:18:59 | |
SHE MOUTHS | 0:19:06 | 0:19:09 | |
Like I'd give her money! | 0:19:24 | 0:19:25 | |
Quite the opposite! | 0:19:25 | 0:19:26 | |
In fact, I'm going to be taking charge of her money, | 0:19:26 | 0:19:28 | |
so things like this don't keep happening. | 0:19:28 | 0:19:31 | |
Then how did she get the vodka? | 0:19:31 | 0:19:33 | |
Probably nicked it. | 0:19:33 | 0:19:35 | |
That's all we need. | 0:19:35 | 0:19:36 | |
Hang on. | 0:19:38 | 0:19:39 | |
40 quid in there yesterday. | 0:19:46 | 0:19:49 | |
Oi! I was drinking that. | 0:19:50 | 0:19:53 | |
Not any more, you're not. | 0:19:53 | 0:19:55 | |
Mum, I need to talk to you, sober. | 0:19:55 | 0:20:00 | |
I'll get rid of this. | 0:20:00 | 0:20:02 | |
Put the kettle on. I'll get her in the shower. | 0:20:02 | 0:20:04 | |
Just like old times. | 0:20:04 | 0:20:07 | |
SCREAMS | 0:20:08 | 0:20:11 | |
You said you wanted to be the best dad, | 0:20:11 | 0:20:15 | |
so let me help Caz, let me help the baby. | 0:20:15 | 0:20:18 | |
Get back! | 0:20:18 | 0:20:19 | |
They're the most important things in your life, yeah? | 0:20:19 | 0:20:23 | |
You don't want anything to happen to them. | 0:20:23 | 0:20:25 | |
Nothing's going to happen to them! You watch your mouth. | 0:20:25 | 0:20:27 | |
Do you want Caz to give birth on this dirty floor, in this basement under these flats? | 0:20:27 | 0:20:31 | |
Luke! | 0:20:31 | 0:20:34 | |
What's going on? | 0:20:35 | 0:20:37 | |
Caz? She's in transition the baby's coming. | 0:20:37 | 0:20:41 | |
OK, listen. Caz, listen to me. Focus, listen and breathe. | 0:20:41 | 0:20:47 | |
Come on. | 0:20:47 | 0:20:49 | |
BANGING | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
MAN: Police! Open up! | 0:20:51 | 0:20:54 | |
Better? | 0:21:03 | 0:21:04 | |
What do you think? | 0:21:04 | 0:21:06 | |
Mum, I've got some really good news for you. | 0:21:06 | 0:21:09 | |
This place is great. | 0:21:10 | 0:21:12 | |
Tried to make me go to rehab - I said no, no, no. | 0:21:14 | 0:21:19 | |
Mum, listen to Eesh. | 0:21:19 | 0:21:22 | |
I've got you on the waiting list! | 0:21:22 | 0:21:25 | |
But you've got to prove you want to stop. | 0:21:25 | 0:21:27 | |
-Cheers to that! -Mum, please! | 0:21:35 | 0:21:39 | |
Caz, you're nearly there, but you need to get away from him! | 0:21:44 | 0:21:47 | |
You and Peanut. I can help you! | 0:21:47 | 0:21:50 | |
You're my ticket out of here. | 0:21:50 | 0:21:52 | |
Don't do this, not if you love her. | 0:21:52 | 0:21:54 | |
-She's going to lose that baby for ever. -Get over here, Caz! | 0:21:54 | 0:21:56 | |
No, you stay put. That baby's coming. | 0:21:56 | 0:21:59 | |
She's lying to you! | 0:21:59 | 0:22:01 | |
This morning, you were so happy. | 0:22:01 | 0:22:03 | |
You're going to make a great mum. | 0:22:03 | 0:22:05 | |
If you leave now, you're going to lose everything for ever. | 0:22:05 | 0:22:08 | |
Caz, come on, get up! | 0:22:08 | 0:22:09 | |
-Up. Good girl. Good girl. -Leave her alone! | 0:22:09 | 0:22:12 | |
Police! | 0:22:13 | 0:22:16 | |
So what are we supposed to do? | 0:22:24 | 0:22:27 | |
It's not what we do. It's what she does that counts. | 0:22:27 | 0:22:31 | |
Alcoholics have to want to quit. | 0:22:31 | 0:22:34 | |
And she doesn't. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:36 | |
I've spent all day trying to tell myself something different. | 0:22:37 | 0:22:41 | |
So what are we supposed to do? | 0:22:41 | 0:22:44 | |
Just watch her drink herself to death? | 0:22:44 | 0:22:46 | |
KNOCKING | 0:22:49 | 0:22:51 | |
Hey. | 0:22:54 | 0:22:55 | |
How're you doing? | 0:22:57 | 0:22:59 | |
The birth plan was pretty straightforward in the end. | 0:23:02 | 0:23:05 | |
I messed up and Peanut's gone, that's the end of it. | 0:23:05 | 0:23:12 | |
Yeah, pretty straightforward. | 0:23:14 | 0:23:16 | |
You've got a beautiful baby daughter. So, is that it? | 0:23:18 | 0:23:23 | |
What are you going to do? | 0:23:23 | 0:23:25 | |
Nothing I can do. I'm a nutcase with nowhere to live. | 0:23:25 | 0:23:32 | |
This isn't anything to do with your history. | 0:23:32 | 0:23:35 | |
Your breakdown was years ago! | 0:23:35 | 0:23:37 | |
No. Luke is going to jail... | 0:23:37 | 0:23:42 | |
Forget about Luke! | 0:23:42 | 0:23:44 | |
You're no good for each other and you know it. | 0:23:44 | 0:23:46 | |
But he's the dad! | 0:23:46 | 0:23:48 | |
Peanut, think about Peanut. | 0:23:48 | 0:23:50 | |
Think about being the best mum for her. | 0:23:50 | 0:23:53 | |
Whatever that might mean. | 0:23:53 | 0:23:55 | |
Nobody... Nobody is going to listen to me. Not after today. | 0:23:55 | 0:24:01 | |
You have got a lot of fight in you. So use it! | 0:24:01 | 0:24:05 | |
How can I? | 0:24:06 | 0:24:08 | |
This might be your last chance. | 0:24:09 | 0:24:12 | |
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and start fighting for that baby. | 0:24:12 | 0:24:16 | |
I'll be back in a minute. | 0:24:20 | 0:24:23 | |
So? | 0:24:30 | 0:24:32 | |
It's going to be a long road for Caz. Even more now. | 0:24:33 | 0:24:37 | |
Look, if there's anything that I can do... | 0:24:38 | 0:24:41 | |
She's a good kid, deep down. | 0:24:41 | 0:24:43 | |
She's going to be monitored to make sure | 0:24:43 | 0:24:45 | |
she's coping all right, | 0:24:45 | 0:24:47 | |
but we're going all out to find them a place somewhere. | 0:24:47 | 0:24:49 | |
It's not easy, though. Cutbacks. | 0:24:49 | 0:24:52 | |
Them? | 0:24:52 | 0:24:53 | |
Luke was our biggest concern. | 0:24:53 | 0:24:56 | |
If she can keep him out of the picture... | 0:24:56 | 0:24:59 | |
Is that...? | 0:24:59 | 0:25:01 | |
Yeah. Why don't you take her to her mum, bring her up to speed? | 0:25:01 | 0:25:05 | |
-But early days, remember, yeah? -Yeah. Thank you. | 0:25:05 | 0:25:09 | |
Let her sleep it off. | 0:25:55 | 0:25:56 | |
Till the next time. | 0:25:56 | 0:25:58 | |
Debs, we're in this together. | 0:25:59 | 0:26:02 | |
I'm going to help any way I can. | 0:26:02 | 0:26:04 | |
I'll come round, clean up, make sure she eats, | 0:26:04 | 0:26:07 | |
sort her money out. | 0:26:07 | 0:26:09 | |
She's never going to stop, is she? | 0:26:09 | 0:26:12 | |
Maybe. Maybe not. | 0:26:12 | 0:26:16 | |
But whatever happens, I'll be here. | 0:26:16 | 0:26:20 | |
Promise? | 0:26:20 | 0:26:21 | |
Promise. | 0:26:21 | 0:26:23 | |
Yes, Mum, I know. 6:00 am. | 0:26:36 | 0:26:38 | |
Tomorrow? | 0:26:38 | 0:26:41 | |
It's ideal for Tuesday's race as we can ratch it as high as we like | 0:26:41 | 0:26:43 | |
while remaining stationary. | 0:26:43 | 0:26:45 | |
You've been so grumpy lately. | 0:26:45 | 0:26:47 | |
I'm just tired. | 0:26:47 | 0:26:49 | |
How about we make it a bit more exciting? | 0:26:49 | 0:26:51 | |
You beat me to a grand by the end of the day | 0:26:51 | 0:26:52 | |
and I will sponsor you £200. | 0:26:52 | 0:26:55 | |
Raise you 100. | 0:26:55 | 0:26:56 | |
300 it is. | 0:26:56 | 0:26:58 |