Singing in the Dark Doctors


Singing in the Dark

While on a home visit, Marina stumbles upon a dark secret. Cherry and Jimmi lock horns over their wedding budget, while Julia puts on a brave face about Chloe.


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# When the rain is blowing in your face

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# And the whole world is on your case

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# I could offer you a warm embrace

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# To make you feel my love

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# When the evening shadows and the stars appear

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# And there is no-one there to dry your tears

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# I could hold you for a million years

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# To make you feel my love

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# I know you haven't made your mind up yet

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# But I would never do you wrong

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# I've known it from the moment that we met

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# No doubt in my mind where you belong... #

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-Hey, honey.

-Hello.

-I'm home.

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They wouldn't let me drive. ..Hey, little man!

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# ..No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do

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# To make you feel my love... #

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-Are you going to do any work today or what?

-How can I?

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I keep on picturing us,

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Chateau Chaumont,

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that amazing hall.

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And I was thinking that maybe we should invite some more people.

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What, because the room's bigger?

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Well, there are those other school friends.

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The ones you said were snobby?

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Well, they'll be blown away by Chateau Chaumont.

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Wanting to show off is no basis for a guest list, Cherry.

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-Kate and Wills invited the Beckhams.

-Yeah, you seem to forget how much we're paying for the place already.

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I know.

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I just... I want it to be perfect.

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OK, I'll look at the budget spreadsheet at lunchtime, but I'm not promising anything.

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Thank you.

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Thanks, love.

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I mean, I'm sorry. I know you'd have preferred to be upstairs.

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This is easier for getting me out afterwards.

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Right, I'll check on Todd.

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Hey, you.

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What's up?

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Angel, you're supposed to be cheering ME up.

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Hold my hand.

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You can't catch it.

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I know.

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Please.

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I suddenly felt very sad that tomorrow's the last day of Christmas

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so I bought you this.

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A belated thank you for a wonderful time.

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Elaine! You've thanked me ten times over already.

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Not properly. Anyway, it's a joint present for you and Chloe.

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Oh!

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That is lovely.

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It's for grandparents to write down their memories for their grandchildren.

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(Thank you.)

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-Any news from Sally or Chloe?

-No, not yet.

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Aah.

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But I'm being very good at not thinking about it too much.

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Todd...

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this lady has come here especially to see to you.

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-Sorry what was your name again?

-Marina. ..Hello, Todd.

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-Would you like a tea or something?

-No, I'm fine, thanks.

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-Is this is a good time for you?

-Yes, I'd like to get it out the way.

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Of course. So...

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..are you happy that your daddy's home again, Todd?

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He drew a lovely picture for him this morning, didn't you? Hmm?

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I'd like to see that.

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Do you want to go and get it and we'll show it to Daddy, OK?

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HE IMITATES AN AEROPLANE

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So, what have they been saying at nursery?

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Just that they'd noticed some changes in his behaviour recently.

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-MM-hm.

-No, no, it's quite common.

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Especially when there are major issues in the house like this.

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How's he been, recently?

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Well, he's been up and down like a yo-yo, actually.

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Yesterday he asked if his daddy was going to die because he'd been naughty at nursery.

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There it is.

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Oh! Look at that.

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Mm-hm.

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Nice one little man.

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HE IMITATES AN AEROPLANE AGAIN

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Looks like he takes after his dad. Did you design all these buildings?

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Every single one of them, in his shed outside.

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They'll be here after he's gone.

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You enjoyed your job, then?

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Locking the shed up for the last time was...

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..was more painful than any chemotherapy.

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Mind you, with all those drugs...

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I was forgetting to put a roof on some of them at the end.

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Er, excuse me, did yesterday suddenly not happen?!

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I love Chateau Chaumont too, but the only way we'll afford it

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is if we cut back on the rest of the wedding.

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Where?! Tell me one example where we're spending too much.

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Ah... I don't know the details, but I've only got as far as the totals.

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Some of the decorative stuff you chose is probably over the top.

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I'VE chosen? You were in the room too, Jimmi Clay.

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Yeah, we'll talk later. I've got to go.

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He's being so brave.

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Yes. (Yes...)

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So about Todd...

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look, it's understandable for him to be a bit confused.

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I mean, death's pretty complicated even for adults.

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How upfront have you been about it all?

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I haven't.

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Kelly, this is Marina, Todd's health visitor.

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Hello, Kelly.

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I haven't really known where to start, actually.

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Alan's parents died years before Todd was born.

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Mine are still fighting fit. He's never even had a pet die on him.

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It's not as if we're religious, can't talk about an after-life.

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I can make a few suggestions, if you like.

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Yes. OK. Thank you.

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So, how's Kelly been about it all?

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She blames her dad.

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-That's a natural response.

-So they say.

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Especially if they're close.

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-They WERE close.

-Mmm.

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It can have that effect.

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When he was first diagnosed, she stuck to him like glue.

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It was like she was scared of missing out on a single minute.

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Spend all her free time down in the shed with him,

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listening to music, reading books, whatever.

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Music's her thing.

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Well, it was...

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She has the most beautiful singing voice.

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I mean, she does, it's not just me saying that.

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But when he got really sick, all that just stopped.

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It was like she went into a sort of shell. It was like she was trying to punish him.

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He lost her, basically, and so did I.

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Have you talked to her about this?

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Have you got teenagers?

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Yes, I-I did have.

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She's got other stuff going on, too. I mean, she's started smoking.

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I don't know...

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Would you like me to have a word with her?

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Would you?

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If you want.

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Good luck.

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-£1,000 on the wedding cake?!

-Yes.

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Well, I can't remember any of the cakes from any of the weddings I've ever been to.

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Ah, but you will remember this one.

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Does anyone even eat the cake at weddings?

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Yes!

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And who... Who is your band? Coldplay?

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That is the going rate.

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Right, and is that the going rate for centrepieces?

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-What's wrong with a candle stick?

-You haven't been to many weddings, have you?

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-I have, actually.

-But not fancy ones.

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Oh-ho! If they were fancy enough for me...

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Nice dress on her, bit of booze, bit of dancing.

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And all right, I might not be the wedding planner of the century,

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but you could save a shed load of money there easily.

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I just don't know where to start.

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You start with the cake. Believe me.

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KNOCK AT THE DOOR

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-MARINA:

-Kelly?

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-Yeah?

-Can I have a quick word?

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I'm not going to be long, promise.

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May I?

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Your mum says you used to sing.

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I'm really sorry about your dad.

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Look, I'm not here to tell you it's going to be easy.

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You know that's not true.

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But...

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if there's anything that you want to share about how you're feeling...

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-You're not a psychiatrist...

-I know. No...

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..you're just here to see Todd.

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And hopefully to listen...

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and understand.

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You see, my mum died as well...

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when I was young, younger than you.

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And I also blamed her.

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I thought she'd deliberately abandoned me, you know.

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It was so confusing.

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So...if you do have any negative feelings about your dad,

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don't keep them bottled up, mmm?

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You're not alone.

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I'm sort of...pleased he's dying.

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Why?

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Because he's evil.

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-Why is he evil, Kelly?

-He tricked me.

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When?

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When he got sad he used to make me feel sorry for him and....

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Have you told anyone else about this, Kelly?

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I want to tell my mum so that she hates him, too.

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I understand.

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Most of all, I want to tell him what I think of him.

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I want to say it to his face... while I can.

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What did he do to you, Kelly?

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Don't you believe me?

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-Of course I do.

-No! No, you don't.

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-I do.

-You think the sun shines out of his backside as well. Get out.

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Get out of my room!

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OK, bye. Ooh-ooh, parcel waiting for you.

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Tried to deliver it at lunchtime, but I was out.

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-Oh...

-Well, it could be good news?

-Well, it might not be from Chloe, you know.

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I know, but I called the delivery office and they'll drop it round later.

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Thanks, Karen.

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Are you serious? So you can do either one of them for £800?

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That's great. I'll come over and take a look at the samples and we'll take it from there.

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OK, thank you. Bye. Guess what?

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I have managed to save hundreds of pounds on a cake

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-in just one phone call.

-Great. Make more phone calls!

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So they can do us a classic white cake or a cascade of cupcakes.

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And?

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-Well?

-Erm... Either. Not bothered.

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-So you don't have a preference?

-Yeah - cheap.

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The nurse'll be here in ten minutes.

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Did you hear that, Al? They're on their way.

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-Is Todd OK?

-Yeah. He's taking a nap.

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We were laughing.

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I love you so much. THEY KISS

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Mum...

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What, love?

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..can you leave me alone with Dad, please?

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What, now?

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No. No, no, not now. I'm sorry, love.

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Well, there's something you need to know, then.

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What is it?

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SOUNDING ALARMED: Kelly?

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Kelly?

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Kelly?!

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OK.

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Kelly...

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Leave me alone! Stop interfering in my life!

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You want to get your own back for whatever terrible thing your dad did to you.

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-It wasn't a one-off.

-I understand.

-Course you do(!)

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But please don't say something that you'll regret.

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You think it'll help you, but in my experience it won't help you in the future,

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and there are professionals that can help you

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deal with whatever it is you've been through.

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But please...

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let your dad die in peace.

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And don't make your mum suffer any more than she has already.

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However angry you are, whatever you're feeling inside.

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Whatever I'm feeling inside?!

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My mum hasn't seen me in short sleeves for two years.

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And you know what?

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She hasn't even noticed.

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She thinks I've started smoking.

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I HATE smoking.

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I just need the cigarettes.

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Don't you dare follow me.

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Is she here?

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-Kelly?

-The nurse.

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I'll go and try them again. I've got another number upstairs.

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I'm really sorry to be disturbing you, Mr Gilmour,

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and I know you're in a great deal of pain, but...

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..Kelly is very unhappy about something.

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Mr Gilmour...

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..she's been self-harming.

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I'm worried about what she's going to do next.

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She says it's because of something that happened between you and her.

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FOOTSTEPS APPROACH

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The nurse is here, Alan.

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Alan? Can you hear me?

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What's happened?

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I have hunted and I have gathered.

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-Go on.

-So I've just come from the cake shop

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and after some brilliant haggling, I managed to get them down

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on a classic white cake with a pink trim for...guess how much.

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-50 quid?

-No.

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-Well, how much?

-£750.

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-What, for one cake?!

-Yes!

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This is what I'm talking about - We can't spend anything like that kind of money!

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No-one even eats wedding cake.

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DOOR BANGS

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-What is it?

-We need to find Kelly.

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-I know, but...

-Do you think you can try her mobile again?

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-I've tried it!

-Do you have any idea where she might be?

-No! Do you know what I think?

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I think she doesn't want to remember her father like this, and I can't blame her for that.

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Kelly...

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It happened in here, didn't it?

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He used to tell me to turn up the music.

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Give me the lighter.

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I want him to watch me die.

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-I've spoken to your dad.

-You're lying.

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I was wrong before.

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You're just saying that.

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Look, you have to confront him.

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You have to look him in the eye.

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How are you going to carry on otherwise?

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Come inside... while there's still time.

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No.

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-How's it going?

-Oh, he's a bit better.

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The nurse said he could relapse at any time, though.

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Jo, could Kelly have a moment alone with her dad?

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Is that what you want?

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Yeah. Yeah. Sure.

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Kelly...

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I don't want forgiveness.

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I am so, so sorry.

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Are you all right?

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I've dreamt of my wedding since I was four. And now...

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-It's going to be wonderful.

-It's going to be cheap and nasty.

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Well, I think that everything that's happened

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is to your advantage.

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Right.

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Come on, look around you. What's "in" at the moment?

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Vintage.

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Everywhere you look, it's 1940s or 1950s.

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So it's out with the bling and in with the charity shop.

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And?

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Save yourself some money.

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You'd still have a trendy wedding - just more...

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homespun.

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How?

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Well, you've got to know someone who'd bake you the cake?

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Mrs Tembe! She... Come on, she would love to do it.

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And... SHE CLEARS HER THROAT

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I have taken it upon myself to dive into the surreal world

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of table centrepieces.

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Now, I know that some of those are a bit simpler than you'd like,

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but...there's a few that I think are really good.

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Yeah. They are.

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They're dead easy to make.

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You and I could do it, no probs.

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So...you'd help me?

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Yeah. I think it'd be a laugh.

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I'm not budging on the dress, though.

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Fair enough.

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I've got to go now, Jo.

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Oh, er, I will talk to Todd.

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Good.

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Thank you, Marina.

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I don't think I'm ready for this.

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I don't think anyone can be.

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I'm so sorry.

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Now, are you going to promise me you'll do more of those drawings?

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# Round my hometown

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# Memories are fresh

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# Round my hometown

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# Ooh, the people... #

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SINGING CONTINUES

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# ..Yeah

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# Yeah, yeah

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# Are the wonders of my world

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# Are the wonders of my world

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# Are the wonders of this world

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# Are the wonders

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# Of my world

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# Of my world

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# Yeah, of my world

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# Of my world

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# Yeah. #

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Apparently there's a meteorite heading straight for the Midlands!

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-Really?!

-Mmm!

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It won't do any damage, will it?

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-What have you done to yourself?

-I had an argument with a champagne cork.

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My choir will be happy to sing for you.

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They will make a noise that will fill the church.

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We're not getting married in a church.

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While on a home visit, Marina stumbles upon a very dark secret. Cherry and Jimmi lock horns over their wedding budget, while Julia puts on a brave face about Chloe.


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